Cot Damn! Reading that was a bitch!
Anyway, what it all comes down to in the end is LIMITING laziness...being a bum in increments. It looks like you've exhausted all of your cut days and every single ounce of "**** this, whatever" you possibly could for your entire high school career. To most, I'd simply say "buckle the **** down and just do it".
Now taking into account that (1) I BARELY graduated high school on time and (2) I know where Adams is (I could walk there although it would take about a hr
) and how depressing it is in there (I took my SATs there ONE day, Lord it was depressing), I can obviously sympathize with you. At this point though, cherishing personal relationships with ya classmates, ya *****s, the birds that frequently give you head, ITS ALL FOR NAUGHT. The longer you spend in Adams, the younger the girls become and the bigger the divide between you and every other 9th grader. It must be a bitch to realize the people you entered high school with are leaving you behind, but that right there should be a red flag:
crack the **** down, B! No number of asshole deans, teachers, principals and daily stripping for weapons and ******** should discourage you that much.
Any and everyone has the ability to do well; milk something outta doing something you don't want to. Go home directly after school or ******** wit ya boys till a certain time, then like at 5 or whatever, turn off ALL distractions (cell, sk, iPod, TV, etc.) and just sit there for 3 hrs on end at a desk, just focused. The fact that you'll be able to do everything you want to at the OTHER side of that boring ass 3 hr period should be enough motivation and drive for you.