[Clueless]

Originally posted by Hollywood.

Is it actually a thing in Chicago to mix cheese with caramel?

[Buddy!]

me ugleeeee

[Nemo]

Originally posted by conatus

Oh ****.

How are you feeling? Are you OK? Sending his family love.

Originally posted by Troye

I'm sorry to hear that.

Originally posted by J a y

My condolences.

Originally posted by accelgors

oh wow

are you ok?

Originally posted by Luke 

Oh my

I hope you're okay.

Originally posted by Pecinta Mariah

I'm sorry to hear that.

Originally posted by FunkyDinevo

Thank you so, so, so very much for expressing your concern. I appreciate it so much more than I could get across. Everyone in RT means so much to me even though I'm not as active in here as I used to be.

Today has been one of the weirdest days of my life. I feel numb and emotionless. I cried finally a few minutes ago, but now I'm back to feeling how I felt earlier.
I went into the state police department to talk to a detective who asked me to come in. I found some things out that I was not even slightly aware of. He was HIV positive... Him and I were not sexually active, as I have no sex drive due to the side effects of medications that I am currently on. Transmission of semen never occurred. I have never been so thankful for my lack of a sex drive than I am today.. But to be safe of course, I will be getting tested tomorrow for HIV. I am so scared... I do not know how to feel. Is it bad that I'm angry at him? For not having the decency to tell me something so crucial, regardless of how much we were/were not sexually active? He also lied about other things such as his age. This is all so shocking to me, because he truly expressed feelings of caring and love for me that I have never felt given to me from any other person. And I don't know whether or not to blame myself because I know for a fact that this would not have happened had I not broken up with him last week. But I was only doing it because I thought it would be saving him the heartache in the future that I would have otherwise caused. I just.... don't know anything right now.....

[Buddy!]

omg Asa i'm so sorry babe

[Tymps.]

Thanks @ people who replied to me I need to stop coming here every single time I feel like **** and talk to other people lol

Originally posted by Nemo

Thank you so, so, so very much for expressing your concern. I appreciate it so much more than I could get across. Everyone in RT means so much to me even though I'm not as active in here as I used to be.

Today has been one of the weirdest days of my life. I feel numb and emotionless. I cried finally a few minutes ago, but now I'm back to feeling how I felt earlier.
I went into the state police department to talk to a detective who asked me to come in. I found some things out that I was not even slightly aware of. He was HIV positive... Him and I were not sexually active, as I have no sex drive due to the side effects of medications that I am currently on. Transmission of semen never occurred. I have never been so thankful for my lack of a sex drive than I am today.. But to be safe of course, I will be getting tested tomorrow for HIV. I am so scared... I do not know how to feel. Is it bad that I'm angry at him? For not having the decency to tell me something so crucial, regardless of how much we were/were not sexually active? He also lied about other things such as his age. This is all so shocking to me, because he truly expressed feelings of caring and love for me that I have never felt given to me from any other person. And I don't know whether or not to blame myself because I know for a fact that this would not have happened had I not broken up with him last week. But I was only doing it because I thought it would be saving him the heartache in the future that I would have otherwise caused. I just.... don't know anything right now.....

I send you my best wishes. This is so horrible. I'm glad you probably are HIV-negative though.

I love you Nemo

[Joyride]

Originally posted by Nemo

Thank you so, so, so very much for expressing your concern. I appreciate it so much more than I could get across. Everyone in RT means so much to me even though I'm not as active in here as I used to be.

Today has been one of the weirdest days of my life. I feel numb and emotionless. I cried finally a few minutes ago, but now I'm back to feeling how I felt earlier.
I went into the state police department to talk to a detective who asked me to come in. I found some things out that I was not even slightly aware of. He was HIV positive... Him and I were not sexually active, as I have no sex drive due to the side effects of medications that I am currently on. Transmission of semen never occurred. I have never been so thankful for my lack of a sex drive than I am today.. But to be safe of course, I will be getting tested tomorrow for HIV. I am so scared... I do not know how to feel. Is it bad that I'm angry at him? For not having the decency to tell me something so crucial, regardless of how much we were/were not sexually active? He also lied about other things such as his age. This is all so shocking to me, because he truly expressed feelings of caring and love for me that I have never felt given to me from any other person. And I don't know whether or not to blame myself because I know for a fact that this would not have happened had I not broken up with him last week. But I was only doing it because I thought it would be saving him the heartache in the future that I would have otherwise caused. I just.... don't know anything right now.....

so sorry to hear this, but judging by all the things you said about him, he was in fact carrying a lot of weight on his shoulders.

it's okay if you're mad at him, because that doesn't justify the fact that he lied to you, and that his lie could've changed your life in a negative way (forever as of now).

I don't know what else to tell you honestly, just try not to think about it too much and maybe seek some help soon, and I really hope your tests come back negative.

[KasioKas]

Originally posted by Nameless

this will make ha feel even worse, delete it fat

my bad

Originally posted by RihRihRoman

I'm really hungry right now. I want a yummy cheese sandwich.

I want a hot European swimmer with a 10 inch **** to rupture my anus and then i want him to bring me a cheese sandwich.

I lowkey want this too though

Originally posted by Nemo

Thank you so, so, so very much for expressing your concern. I appreciate it so much more than I could get across. Everyone in RT means so much to me even though I'm not as active in here as I used to be.

Today has been one of the weirdest days of my life. I feel numb and emotionless. I cried finally a few minutes ago, but now I'm back to feeling how I felt earlier.
I went into the state police department to talk to a detective who asked me to come in. I found some things out that I was not even slightly aware of. He was HIV positive... Him and I were not sexually active, as I have no sex drive due to the side effects of medications that I am currently on. Transmission of semen never occurred. I have never been so thankful for my lack of a sex drive than I am today.. But to be safe of course, I will be getting tested tomorrow for HIV. I am so scared... I do not know how to feel. Is it bad that I'm angry at him? For not having the decency to tell me something so crucial, regardless of how much we were/were not sexually active? He also lied about other things such as his age. This is all so shocking to me, because he truly expressed feelings of caring and love for me that I have never felt given to me from any other person. And I don't know whether or not to blame myself because I know for a fact that this would not have happened had I not broken up with him last week. But I was only doing it because I thought it would be saving him the heartache in the future that I would have otherwise caused. I just.... don't know anything right now.....

Sending you so much love & support right now, what you're going through is awful but stay strong

[Witch Privilege]

Originally posted by Nemo

Thank you so, so, so very much for expressing your concern. I appreciate it so much more than I could get across. Everyone in RT means so much to me even though I'm not as active in here as I used to be.

Today has been one of the weirdest days of my life. I feel numb and emotionless. I cried finally a few minutes ago, but now I'm back to feeling how I felt earlier.
I went into the state police department to talk to a detective who asked me to come in. I found some things out that I was not even slightly aware of. He was HIV positive... Him and I were not sexually active, as I have no sex drive due to the side effects of medications that I am currently on. Transmission of semen never occurred. I have never been so thankful for my lack of a sex drive than I am today.. But to be safe of course, I will be getting tested tomorrow for HIV. I am so scared... I do not know how to feel. Is it bad that I'm angry at him? For not having the decency to tell me something so crucial, regardless of how much we were/were not sexually active? He also lied about other things such as his age. This is all so shocking to me, because he truly expressed feelings of caring and love for me that I have never felt given to me from any other person. And I don't know whether or not to blame myself because I know for a fact that this would not have happened had I not broken up with him last week. But I was only doing it because I thought it would be saving him the heartache in the future that I would have otherwise caused. I just.... don't know anything right now.....

OMG! My thoughts are with you. I hope that you end up being ok.

Originally posted by Tymps.

Thanks @ people who replied to me I need to stop coming here every single time I feel like **** and talk to other people lol



I send you my best wishes. This is so horrible. I'm glad you probably are HIV-negative though.

I love you Nemo

No no no. Don't be afraid to talk to us. I enjoy giving out advice in the hopes that it can help someone. It's advice that I wish someone would have given to me when I was younger.

[Buddy!]

Originally posted by Tymps.

Thanks @ people who replied to me I need to stop coming here every single time I feel like **** and talk to other people lol



I send you my best wishes. This is so horrible. I'm glad you probably are HIV-negative though.

I love you Nemo

Bae what did you say? I just got in here.

[Black Umbrella]

Aww Nemo sis I hope that you'll be better, stay strong sis

[Tymps.]

Originally posted by Buddy!

Bae what did you say? I just got in here.

I was just complaining about feeling ugly again the usual diatribe

[Troye]

Originally posted by Nemo

Thank you so, so, so very much for expressing your concern. I appreciate it so much more than I could get across. Everyone in RT means so much to me even though I'm not as active in here as I used to be.

Today has been one of the weirdest days of my life. I feel numb and emotionless. I cried finally a few minutes ago, but now I'm back to feeling how I felt earlier.
I went into the state police department to talk to a detective who asked me to come in. I found some things out that I was not even slightly aware of. He was HIV positive... Him and I were not sexually active, as I have no sex drive due to the side effects of medications that I am currently on. Transmission of semen never occurred. I have never been so thankful for my lack of a sex drive than I am today.. But to be safe of course, I will be getting tested tomorrow for HIV. I am so scared... I do not know how to feel. Is it bad that I'm angry at him? For not having the decency to tell me something so crucial, regardless of how much we were/were not sexually active? He also lied about other things such as his age. This is all so shocking to me, because he truly expressed feelings of caring and love for me that I have never felt given to me from any other person. And I don't know whether or not to blame myself because I know for a fact that this would not have happened had I not broken up with him last week. But I was only doing it because I thought it would be saving him the heartache in the future that I would have otherwise caused. I just.... don't know anything right now.....

That's awful. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. Just let yourself feel whatever and ride the waves until you feel like swimming again. It's okay to be angry, sad and whatever that helps you cope.

[Nameless]

Originally posted by Buddy!

Bae what did you say? I just got in here.

that she feels like u

[Lukey]

That's devastating.

Thinking of you and just let whatever emotion occur.

[RihRihRoman]

Bout to go get myself some sandwich ingredients YUM. Gonna treat myself to some olives too

[Witch Privilege]

Originally posted by RihRihRoman

Bout to go get myself some sandwich ingredients YUM. Gonna treat myself to some olives too

EW! Olives are disgusting. I won't eat anything with olives in/on it.

[RihRihRoman]

Omg i just realised how late it is. I hope Tesco still has bread.

Originally posted by Witch_Privilege

EW! Olives are disgusting. I won't eat anything with olives in/on it.

Olives are so beautiful. I adore them

I can only eat them plain though as they ruin the taste of whatever you put them with

[Witch Privilege]

Originally posted by RihRihRoman

Omg i just realised how late it is. I hope Tesco still has bread.



Olives are so beautiful. I adore them

I can only eat them plain though as they ruin the taste of whatever you put them with

Praying for your taste.

[Reinvention]

Ugh my top 50 is flopping. Get in sistren, link in sig.

Edit: ugh sorry, that looks so gross of me considering what Nemo is talking about - now that is tough. All the best babe, you can't hold yourself accountable for another's actions, 'nor could you have stayed with him if that meant he'd still be alive. That's not how life works.

[Bitchcraft]

I'm so sorry to hear that Nemo. I can only imagine how you're feeling. I hope you're doing alright. You know you can always talk to me if you feel like it. I love you.