This guy that I've had really intense feelings for since I was 16 (I'm now 20!) has just moved in with his boyfriend. When I found out, my heart sank so much.
He's so weird though, we had a kind of relationship back when I was 17, like we used to sneak out at night to see each other and we kissed several times. He then randomly (without talking to me first) got a boyfriend, which just broke my heart. Even to this day, when we see each other - there's always this tension in the air.
Eurgh, I just need to move on but I just want him in my life. I finally felt at peace with everything when he was around, but now he's gone (and moving on!) I'm just back at square one. I'm so pathetic. I hold on to the one hope that maybe he thinks about me sometimes, which I know he does because he occasionally instigates conversation.