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Originally posted by MIAMI
Tell me girl, ALMOST ALL ****ing gay peeps in my country talk and need S E X.. Like really this guy and I had a really great date, and he was like bi. And now he's like suddenly playing hard to get or I don't know maybe he doesn't really like it anymore having to talk with me.. BUT TELL ME FCKIN about it. THESE MESS ASS GUYS. sorry for this shi t post BUT I HAVE TO LET MY DAMN MIND GOO..
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Such is life sis... everything changed in a blink of an eye.. but F*** tho with them who captivated our heart intentionally without any negative thoughts, then they wonder they felt the same way and all of a sudden insecurity rise above here and there.. it makes me CRAZY... my old guy sis... he's the 1st who f*** make the first move.. touching my face gently... offering me dinner wih his own f**** hand... driving me to the place i want to go with all the burning desires... he felt secure and safe when i hugged him while sleeping, stare at my eyes and get lost together... then pretended that everything was just in my head and illusions. I'm being emotional now.. damn it.. that's my experience.. bitter sweet.. so many good times than bad.
Yeah.. this new guy is so obvious.. he said he has a gf long distance relationship. But he doesn't know anything about being loved and intimacy, affection... so he's a lonely guy.
Still hoping my old crush seen the light and make our friendship blossom... insecurity kills every amazing possibilities.