Hey guys. How are you all?
I had my removal examination in Calculus awhile ago and I got a low score. Yeah, I got a failing mark in that course. It was expected because I'm really stupid when it comes to Math but, I'm very sad right now because I feel like I lost a reputation, I feel like I'm a failure in my family. After I got my grade, I've many negative thoughts... I'm starting to worry about my future..

I feel so stupid right now.
I want to blame HIM for this. Yes, I hate him so much for leaving me. He's the root cause of all my depression and failure.

But, I can't do that. Because I'm the one whose taking the course, not him. But I SWEAR,a change is gonna come.
I'm so full of negativity right now. I'm all alone right now. I'm "war" with my bestfriends. I don't know how to make myself happy.

And, I'm scared because the professor who failed me in calculus, he's also my professor in 3 courses.

I don't know what to do guys.
