I haven't posted on here in ages, but I thought I'd update.
I'd been seeing my crush for like a month now and he started to become distant and give mixed signals, so I got worried. Then he cancelled plans with me because he needed 'family time over easter', but then I see pictures of him out clubbing on the same weekend he cancelled on me. NawT happy.
So after 3 days, I messaged him and asked where we stand and whether he was still interested and got the 'I'm just looking for friends at the moment' message. I was devastated, but it wasn't a shock.
Anyway, i'm very single now (like always). It has become abundantly clear why I never let myself get close to people, because I always get hurt.