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Originally posted by Hugamari
I have a feeling I won't be this week, but I was talking in former weeks. Not to throw him under the bus, but I know Sam was feeling unconfident one round and ended up slaying it, and I ended up flopping when I felt good about a song. tgrvijk I can't tell if I need to step my game up or I'm just out of my league these days.
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Not sure what week you're talking about actually. Perhaps week four, but that was because the song I was writing wasn't working. I scrapped that song and wrote a new one which I found success with.
But in general (in my real life, not saying on ATRL) I strive for success but I don't like to gloat and I'm very defensive when someone tells me my work is good I'll always put it down and try to compliment theirs. IDK why but that's just what I'm like. And some people think I'm fake because of that but I can't really help it.
I don't even know how I come across on here. I probably come across as an arrogant jerk. I was talking to Connor and he was talking about the amount of entries he'd received and I realised that hardly anyone was sending their songs to me for opinions and he said that it was because I intimidated people with how successful I'd been.
I don't think that's true but, like, that really hurt me a bit knowing that this was a possibility.
I don't want to be seen as this unapproachable thing. I mean it's probably more to do with the fact that I'm hardly ever online when people start writing their songs but... yeah.
I think things are looking up for me this round, though. I fulfilled the requirements imo, and idk how many people even did that.
36 hours this week again. 