I want to apologize. I shouldn't let the haters get to me. I shouldn't have said some of those things about Jesse and me, myself and I. It was wrong. If I could apologize to Jesse, I would.
I just feel like I should have the right to talk about an artist I love. I know he is not near Britney Spears, but Jesse McCartney, I hope you understand this, is at a "peak" with his career right now.
You can argue with me, but some other artists that you guys mentioned that shouldn't have an official thread, along with Jesse McCartney, aren't doing anything. Maybe they are charting right now or doing an interview. But their album is out already and that's basically it. Just little news.
Jesse though on the other side is "promoting" his album, doing interviews "all around the states," showing america his album and single, plus a bunch of other stuff that comes with promoting an album.
I feel like this is worthy of a thread, let alone an official thread. If this was a year ago, I would so understand you guys about this official thread. Because Jesse wouldnt' be doing anything. He would have RWYWM out and maybe doing a movie here and there.
You guys need to stop looking at the "fact" that there is an official thread and look at the "why." If you guys took the time to "look" at Jesse's life right now, he's on the same lines as Britney Spears. I feel RIGHT NOW he deserves this thread. Once his album's out and he's done with his promoting, I could care less what you do with this.
This is to the mods: I understand now what you guys mean, but please look at the why to these threads. Most of these threads that are popping up are basically artists who aren't doing ANYTHING with thier career. I understand that. I know Jesse ain't huge, but he's at a "peak" right now promoting this album. I feel like I should have the privelegage to "help" "promote" him right now since his album is being released in two months.
AFTER his album comes and he's pretty much done with the album. I repeat again, after that is all done, I don't really care if this thread is here anymore. I would love it greatly, but if that's what ATRL wants, I wouldnt' mind it. But right now, I feel like I should promote Jesse because of his peak. If you don't understand I can answer your questions. But there is a difference between some of these other threads. Look at the purpose of the artists thread not the "who." Some of these other threads you mention arent' doin anything major. I feel right now this is Jesse's peak. I feel like I should have the opporutunity to do this. I put a lot of effort into this thread and you guys wanted to take it away (I guess I need a life?).
I talked to Ke about this and I get where she is going at. But like I said before, start looking at the "why" not the "who" of the thread. Once Jesse is done with this album (in two months) you can do whatever you feel like with this thread. I doubt he's going to promote this album, but maybe he will....
I want to say sorry to the fans. I never wanted you guys to see that. I never meant to harm Jesse or his reputation like that. I guess I was taking in the haters words. Jesse isnt nobody. I simply have to take in the fact that not everyone will love him like myself. If Jesse saw that post, what would he think of it? He probably would be disgusted with me. I should think of stuff before spazzing. I'm sorry Jesse. I'm sorry to the Jesse fans. Please accept this. Hurting Jese's reputation is the last thing I ever wanted.
I'm sorry to the ATRL members. I honestly felt I was being attacked because of this "Why does there need to be a Jesse thread?" Well read above for that. I told you why. Cause he's at a peak right now. If he wasn't, then I wouldn't need this. I shouldn't let you few ATRL members get a hold of me like that. I'm sorry....if worst comes to worst, maybe I should start ignoring them. Cause I do get fueled up greatly when someone starts dissing me or my favorite artist. I made myself look worse.
I also want to say sorry to the Paula Abdul fans. I was so angered I didn't even think about what I was posting. So I guess Paula was big, I should've known that. She was big before I got into music. I made myself look like a douche there. I didn't know. I was angered and just wanted to say something. But seriously, I honestly didn't know that Paula was a big singer. I thought her career started with American Idol

. I never heard her name before then and I just assumed she wasn't big. I'm sorry for that. I will try not to say stuff out of anger/humor that involves facts.
I guess I just will end it off right here. If you are a mod reading this, please read it again. I feel like I deserve this thread because of what Jesse is doing right now. He is at a "peak" releasing a new album. Most of the other threads aren't. There is a diff. Once Jesse is at a low a.k.a. when the album is out. I probably won't need this thread anymore right? Taking away this thread, not only would it affect me and the guests, it would take away my pride. I put a lot of work into it. Please don't take that away from me. My deeply apology,
Kevin.
ps: I'll update the tracks and update later....