I met my crush at my senior year in high school. Here in Brazil the educational system is different, so you get to study with the same people for all classes during the whole year. So I moved from a class to another and that was when I met him.
He is a bit short, I suppose 1.60m, and kind of chubby. Has blue eyes and ... well, maybe I should'nt be describing him. I'll attach some pictures of him later.
We never got close. There were moments in which we talked a bit in school, about random things. I should probably mention that he's straight
I was obsessed with him since day 1. And still am till today, even though we haven't seen each other for more than a year and a half. I still stalk him in FB.
I always found him really pretty, but I was delighted to know other people didn't think the same. See, I want him all to myself. I talked to some friends about him and they couldn't understand why I liked him so much. They found him a bit ugly. But I find him very attractive.
I used to stare a lot a him. He caught me several times. I don't know what he thought of it. People in my class suspected about me being gay, and he probably heard those rumors, since some of his friends made jokes about me, so I don't know if he ever suspected of me liking him. Several times he caught me staring at his ass
Right now he's in a relationship with a girl. When I imagine that they probably have sex, it breaks my heart
I wish it was me with him. But I don't really believe he's gay.
Here's some pics of him. Like I said, I find him really cute.
P.S.: I don't know if it's warnable the fact that I attached some photos of him. Let me just say that I was careful enough to do the reverse search for the pictures and I realized there's no way people could figure out his identity.