I am sick of being treated like **** by guys now. When the **** is it my turn to be in one of those cute relationships where everybody adores it, and everybody envies? I'm depressed every night due to guys and I can't stand it, ugH.
I wish some gays realise that some people are actually hurt when they talk to like 100 guys at the same time and it ends up being a competition to impress them so much that they choose you and when you are "trying too hard" it becomes a "oh, stop please it's horrible when I know you're trying for me to choose you", like no **** off. I'm sick of having to MAKE somebody like me, it shouldn't be a game? I just want somebody to love me for me and not to like somebody because they were the hottest and nicest out of the people you were talking to, sigh.
This post is basically saying that I hate guys right now, but that feeling will probably disappear in like 10 seconds because I'm a sucker for a cute guy and I hate being like that.
Sorry to rant but I needed to type it somewhere.