I know what you mean. It's hard to find a good gay ****o. But once you do...Lord.
I love all the masculinity to it, as Kay.Bee mentioned. Seeing men sweat, and make love to each other is amazing. I live.
I don't use those yaoi. Some of them just scar me.
I read this one where this boy was a virgin, and he got chained to a bed before being ****ed by a total bear. Like the guy must have been 1000 pounds. The bottom was bleeding and screaming. A mess.