posh, sis. Talk about raising the bar unreasonably high when you just did the same to me in that last bit! Thank you But yeah, for the next time you might be getting into your own way, Matty is the unspoken house therapist to this site. Your thots will stay confidential in his hands.
If everyone would just realize that, but either they don't like me or are afraid of me
#CryforMatty
Our next contestant is a Top Member in his own right already, but for some reason he can never seem to snatch this crown, but does he really need it? From shady shady member Addicted to now reformed and classy, lets welcome Cupid!
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Dick, Cupid, hi! How is it going? You still work at the bar right? How has life been treating you?
Hi, i'm good, no I quit that job, life is good.
So you made a big name for yourself on ATRL already hosting a string of events, did you come into Top Member expecting to slay?
I wouldn't say I made a big name for myself. I've hosted some successful things and won a few Games already, I guess i'm known to my friends on here and I love them dearly, but I don't think i'm a big name as i'm not #controversial and #edgy. As for expecting to slay, I really didn't. I had no plans to even enter the game but Retro kind of pushed me and convinced me to, then the bitch didn't even make it. I guess I was along for the ride and the fun, but it turned into something a lot more serious than I anticipated and became a little too heavy for me. I really liked all of the judges though and the majority of the contestants, so I did enjoy being able to interact with all of them.
You were a front runner at the start of the cycle and an early winners pick what do you think happened?
I don't think I was a front-runner, I wasn't unanimously chosen, I think I was like 3rd in line or something. I think people just have a lot of pre-conceived ideas about me.
Anyway as for what happened, like I said I started off the game just hoping it would be a fun, light-hearted experience. A few challenges in and it was the holiday season and I became very busy in my personal life. I had to rush a few of the challenges and I didn't really have chance to put my all into it. The receipts and branding for example. Like Edge said about some of the contestants, we have the receipts, we just didn't show them, as I didn't have time.
I did feel like I was sort of put under an extra spotlight though, because I had previously competed and because I was one of the most senior members in the game, along with Marq and others. Not just from the judges but from the other contestants too. As for my elimination, I don't think I deserved to go that round to be honest. But I knew the judges were growing tired of me. I think the whole branding thing was unfair but hey ho.
You always seemed to have something to say about iHype’s entries, why?
Listen, iHype knows I have nothing against him. Except when he unnecessarily trolls and I have to call him out. I'm just a very straight-forward person and I call it like I see it. I did feel like sometimes iHype needed a reality check. Towards the end of the competition I did feel like he improved a lot, and I was on his side in the thread, especially considering the bias against him which I won't go into. There's never any bias from me, if someone does something bad I'll say so, if they slay, I'll give them praise. Plus the thread needed a bit of life and excitement every so often.
How do you think the finale played out, did you expect to see any of the finalist there?
The finale already happened? Well congrats Marq, love you babe. Anyway from the final 3 I definitely expected Citrus and Marq to be there. I don't feel as though Vesp was deserving as the rest but I still adore him, don't take it personally babe.
Is there any tension with Subomie?
What's that? Who?
No but in reality, Subomie can be lovely sometimes. Other times he can be rude for no reason. He seems to like trolling just to stir up the drama, and I have no time for people like that. I'm all for playful banter with him but he steps across the line sometimes. When he's being playful and cute he's great though.
You said you had a new relationship that caused you to submit your subpar entries, how are you two doing?
Ha, yes. That was part of the reason I wasn't online as much, but not completely. It's going great anyway. Thanks.
Let us pause for a commercial break as we set up for Jax's very candid and exclusive interview from prison! In the meantime lets gather around for my debut single "Hello, I Love You Dylan O' Brien" !!
Aw, Posh. You would have done so well in this. I totally understand how it feels to put a lot of pressure on yourself, but you can't let it overwhelm you to the point that you give up altogether.
Really hope you can give it another try next cycle.
Thanks, Marq I did the same thing with Biggest Loser- I just have this uncontrollable knack for psyching myself out. I always expect so much more from myself than I'm able to give, and even when I do feel somewhat accomplished about something, I start to analyze it until I find something wrong. It's one of my biggest character flaws.
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Originally posted by Kitt
posh, sis. Talk about raising the bar unreasonably high when you just did the same to me in that last bit! Thank you But yeah, for the next time you might be getting into your own way, Matty is the unspoken house therapist to this site. Your thots will stay confidential in his hands.
Everything I said was true, though!
and I didn't realize ATRL had it's own Jenn Berman I'll keep that in mind for future reference, I'm sure I'll eventually need to be talked down from the "Hide Wall" and "Log Out" ledge again in my Games career.