im feeling the same thing this year but i think it's just growing up. now that I'm older and have my own job, I buy what I want/need myself so I dont really care about getting presents or anything. I just look forward to being able to spend time with all of my family that I hardly ever get to see
with my job i havent been able to really participate in all the Christmas activities this year like decorating the house and going gift shopping with my parents, and i havent been able to go to any of the church events either. it doesnt really feel like Christmas this year