For the first time in my life I just had a panic attack.
For any of you who haven't had one, it's one of the most surreal weirdest things to happen to you.
I have felt so stressed out recently. I've been pledging to a Business Fraternity, I'm taking 15 credits this semester, I'm also involved in two club organizations here at VT and it all hit me at once. My face and my hands went numb. Then I had shortness of breath. I couldn't stop walking around. I just kept thinking "what the hell is happening to me??!!!" I also tend to bottle up my emotions which I know is not good for you at all.
I called my parents and then talked to my roommates and eventually I started to feel OK again.
But I've come to the conclusion that I can't pledge to this Business Fraternity anymore.

That really makes me upset because I've put sooo much effort into it.