Yes, and I feel like I'll wind up dying before I'm 50. I don't know why. I've been thinking about death constantly ever since December 2009. I'm afraid of the pain that's involved. I don't wanna try to breathe just to find out I can't. To fight for air scares the **** out because it hurts so much when you don't have it. It's like an anvil is sitting on your chest.
I am not afraid to die tho I mean, why are people afraid to die? It is natural... I've been in clinical death once and if that's the feeling when you're dying, I guess it's not that bad lol
Not really. It's guaranteed to me. I'm more worried about how my loved ones will handle it. Like how I worry how I could ever handle losing any of them.
It's not really death I fear. It's the one thing in life that's set in stone. It's what happens afterwards. I suffer from Thanatosphobia so I have what in name is a fear of death but 90% of the time it's continued questioning if there's an afterlife where all are accepted regardless of faith/non-faith.
Lol. Anyways, to answer the question, yes I am. I mean, I don't think about it all the time, but when I do it's really scary to think of all the terrible ways you can die and how you might never see it coming.