Soon she'll be back to her old habits.
She's just a bitter woman, who's mad at everyone for not succeeding because she thinks she's some kind of musical genius.
It's so sad to see her endlessly conflicted, but every time she posts a message like this, I can't help but sense that she's trying really hard to understand the effect of her actions on her own image. She's trying to grow as a person. I hope that she can finally resolve her inner turmoil
I just wish she had said this sooner. It shouldn't have taken half her fans abandoning her for her to finally apologise for using such foul language - especially since a lot of them are LGBT. It's not even about the use of the word to me as I often say it myself in a joking/banting manner but for her to act like the word isn't offensive in any context was what annoyed me the most.
Let's hope she really is changing and seeks help for her problems. She's ridiculously talented and honestly the artist I am most disappointed with because I've loved her since the get-go. In fact, I think she's my third/fourth most played artist.
I get her. I was just like this, before socializing with people on the Internet I never thought some words held so much power because for me they were just words, like she said it also has to do with the cultural background, in my country and especially in my city, offensive words are not taken seriously, we use them as endearing ways. I later learned that just because they don't affect me, it doesn't mean others won't get affected. This looks like a genuine apologize, hope she keeps it up which I doubt.