Wishy-washy
I've been seeing all kinds of people lately. The problem: they're older than me
I'm not sure I like being with people who are older, when it comes to love and intimacy. I would like to hang out with people (most certainly guys) my age. It's tricky, because of homophobia. There are other phobias that circulate (e.g. racism), but I find that homophobia is the biggest (
) vector in my love life. I live in such a homophobic city and I don't want to go to gay circles to find love
I think I'm pretty open in my demeanor, so I'm trying not to come off as anti-people. I think I'm receptive, so maybe this will attract people. It's hard because a lot of people are shy, have too much dignity to make the first move, and other reasons like these. There are norms and part of the norm involves not talking to people
People are individuals, but I think people like being together also
In short: My love life is messy. It's not so much love as navigation
and I'm crushing so hard in a guy I meet at the club called Daniel so I got my relationship status on standby for my crush but going out with the 2 Emos on Friday so that should be good 
I'm not going to date someone who is older than me by like 10+ years with no hope and no future. I even went on a date with a younger guy with a similar background but slightly better prospects career wise at least but still... no...just no. I don't get people who think they are going to date way out of their league.