Hi Navy.
I decided to come back
I know it is pretty much expected from me and this decision is selfish (I am ashamed tbh)... and I am not expecting any warm welcomes, but the truth is that I am in a hopeless place. I am #RihannaNavy4ever Inside out and I can do nothing about it. I just can't stop stanning for her, no matter if I want
and the "Fallen Navy" who came back few days after they left know pretty well what I am talking about. (Are there any people left who didn't come back btw?
) It's just the selfish feeling "I spent so much time/energy/money stanning for this bitch, I can't change my mind like that and leave her forever, no matter how stupid this bitch acts."
You know, I switched into "invisible mode" and couldn't help myself but open this thread and other Rihanna releated threads as much as I did before. I tried to get into another fanbases but well...I started to feel like some "car's fifth wheel" and alone and it got pretty depressive + my messy personality caused that some of the other bases' stans will be pretty happy they got rid of me + stanning for someone like Avril isn't exactly "exciting"
I have been missing you guys so much.
Ok I don't want to write a novel or sound too bi polar
, let's just say that from now on, I decided to quit to take care about Rihanna's personal life. If she wants to **** Chris Brown, smoke weed or tweet "Thug Life, ***** you", I don't care. She is 24 and knows damn well what is right for her. I still love her
Except for moi of course
