Remember when Britney SLAYED the Mannequin choreo but then we never saw any of it full executed on the Circus tour. That Britney was literally the best.
I'm not usually one to do this ever because I hate to spread negativity - but I'm absolutely sick of feeling like **** and I'm sick of people being so caring towards me and then to suddenly stop talking to me after two-five days. It's even worse when somebody is purposely reading your messages and giving no response whatsoever.
I'm really sorry to anybody who's avatar request I haven't done or replied to anybody from time to time lately, but that's what happens when I begin to hate myself and my life once again which isn't exactly the greatest. Boys are absolute assholes but I love them so much and they made me feel good about myself and I hate to always ****ing say things like this all the time but it'll never change. I'm starting to give up on everything, and that's not even relationship/friendship wise.
Sorry for being so negative and making this thread turn a sad route.
OK bye, gonna go attempt to sleep If successful, I have an alarm clock ready to ring in about 6 hours, though I'll probably get woken up by it, turn it off and then go back to sleeping. So expect me by 7-8.
I'm not usually one to do this ever because I hate to spread negativity - but I'm absolutely sick of feeling like **** and I'm sick of people being so caring towards me and then to suddenly stop talking to me after two-five days. It's even worse when somebody is purposely reading your messages and giving no response whatsoever.
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Me @ school
Me @ this week entirely
Me @ life in general
depression on fleek.
am so stressed
sad face sad face sade face
h8 school
weeps weeps weeps
cries cries cries
<\3 <\3
h8ing lyfe
daym
A poem inspired by Bitchcarft's actual life
I'm so glad I'm not in school anymore. That only made how I use to feel even worse. I'm always here if you want to talk to somebody about people being assholes or just anything in general.
It's when something looks particularly good. For example, if you just got your eyebrows shaped, you'd say "my eyebrows are on fleet right now!" or if you saw a nice scarf at H&M, you'd say "that scarf is on fleet! I'm gonna buy it."
What are you going to be talking about exactly? If you don't mind me asking.
My life in general.
I'm not sure, this is what I keep asking myself too, mainly wanting to go so I can hopefully help overcome my anxiety, self-esteem and confidence. Going to tell her how I'm unable to have conversations with people, even if it's small talk.
How I feel scared about my life and how it's being wasted, I guess.
It's when something looks particularly good. For example, if you just got your eyebrows shaped, you'd say "my eyebrows are on fleet right now!" or if you saw a nice scarf at H&M, you'd say "that scarf is on fleet! I'm gonna buy it."
If successful, I have an alarm clock ready to ring in about 6 hours, though I'll probably get woken up by it, turn it off and then go back to sleeping. 
So expect me by 7-8.
