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Discussion: What's your secret?
Member Since: 5/19/2012
Posts: 3,257
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My father used to overdrink, spend much money in gambling, and beat my mother
And he never worked to earn money, so my mother always worked so hard
When he died due to hepatocirrhosis, i cried but it was kind of hypocritical
Honestly i was not that sad at that time and i think my family is better off without him
I'm so sorry for him but he was not a good father
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Member Since: 1/3/2011
Posts: 30,381
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Victoria
I am liking a guy, but not liking something about his appearance. It's seems so tedious, but seriously it kind of bothers me
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Member Since: 3/27/2012
Posts: 27,951
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Originally posted by team zune XD
Victoria
I am liking a guy, but not liking something about his appearance. It's seems so tedious, but seriously it kind of bothers me
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Explain cause I'm not getting it...
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Member Since: 3/31/2012
Posts: 11,291
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I think about suicide often.
I like the virtual life better than the real.
I really enjoy going to school, because I'm with my friends there. When I get home I'm lonely and stay in front of the PC like the whole day.
I'd give anything to experience a true, wild love with a girl.
And much more..
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Originally posted by phreshprince
Exactly. And I've become such an asshole lately towards everyone around me because I've been so stressed out with school and trying to be loved. That's all I want to feel. To be loved. I do so much for people and they don't even realize it.
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All of this, omg.
I've been a dick to my friends, joking around with HARSH jokes. For example I wrote "shine bright like a diamond, you ugly toilet face *****" to my friend yesterday and just gave it to her and she said nothing. I always talk banal things to my friends, even when I'm saying something about me, I'm making it up. The **** just comes out itself Idk how are they even friends with me anymore, I treat them like ****. I tried being good with them but I got bored and started it all over again. I think I can't take it back now. But I think that the problem is that I think they're okay with that, and keep on doing it. I help them with homework, etc. and they are happy.
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Member Since: 10/27/2010
Posts: 3,113
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My secret is that im straight.
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Member Since: 3/15/2012
Posts: 3,491
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Im in love with a member from ATRL I lost alot of my social life when I came out. I still talk to my straight "boy" friends, but it's just impossible to hang out or go out with them. I consider myself a loner.
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Member Since: 11/11/2010
Posts: 28,420
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Bumping this thread because I have a confession to make. Hope that's okay.
I've lied to nearly everybody in my life about my education. High school was a mess for me. I attended public school for one month of my freshman year, and was bullied out of the school. I did a homeschooling program for a couple of years, and when I went to transfer to another one during my junior year, they refused to transfer my credits; claimed they were "lost". I started over and redid every class again with the new program. I got amazing grades. I took the graduation test, and got incredibly high scores.
I was originally supposed to graduate in May 2012, but since I started over with zero credits in October 2010, it looked like that wasn't happening. Graduation day came and passed, and I was just two credits away from graduating. I was supposed to complete those final two classes by the end of this semester (ending in a few days), but something happened. I sunk into a deep depression at the beginning of the semester, and lost all interest in completing school. I quit logging in, and dropped out a few days ago. I feel terrible about it. I realize how smart I am, and how much potential I had. My mother is so disappointed in me. I'm taking the GED test next month, but it just isn't the same.
A diploma is really just a piece of paper. I'm not too concerned with that. But the fact that I was so close to finishing and didn't upsets me. I've had to lie to friends and family, and say that I graduated. I don't know what to say. Coming out wasn't even this difficult. I realize most of you will judge me for this, but I'm prepared.
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Member Since: 6/28/2010
Posts: 7,399
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Apparently my scent is pineapple.
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Member Since: 7/15/2012
Posts: 30,915
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Originally posted by ManDown
Bumping this thread because I have a confession to make. Hope that's okay.
I've lied to nearly everybody in my life about my education. High school was a mess for me. I attended public school for one month of my freshman year, and was bullied out of the school. I did a homeschooling program for a couple of years, and when I went to transfer to another one during my junior year, they refused to transfer my credits; claimed they were "lost". I started over and redid every class again with the new program. I got amazing grades. I took the graduation test, and got incredibly high scores.
I was originally supposed to graduate in May 2012, but since I started over with zero credits in October 2010, it looked like that wasn't happening. Graduation day came and passed, and I was just two credits away from graduating. I was supposed to complete those final two classes by the end of this semester (ending in a few days), but something happened. I sunk into a deep depression at the beginning of the semester, and lost all interest in completing school. I quit logging in, and dropped out a few days ago. I feel terrible about it. I realize how smart I am, and how much potential I had. My mother is so disappointed in me. I'm taking the GED test next month, but it just isn't the same.
A diploma is really just a piece of paper. I'm not too concerned with that. But the fact that I was so close to finishing and didn't upsets me. I've had to lie to friends and family, and say that I graduated. I don't know what to say. Coming out wasn't even this difficult. I realize most of you will judge me for this, but I'm prepared.
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dont worry
your education doesnt define you at all
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Member Since: 5/14/2007
Posts: 25,912
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Whenever people around me are laughing, I always think they are laughing at me
Sometimes I think my girlfriend doesn't really love me and she just stays with me because she has no one else.
I'm so afraid of getting rejected to all colleges even though my GPA is a 4.0.
I'm worried about getting kicked out of college for failing all my classes.
I really don't have any super close friends. I come home and st on the computer and do homework but I have fun at school.
My family doesn't have a lot of money and I have no job so I can never do anything with my friends so it makes me look like a loner.
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Member Since: 5/28/2012
Posts: 7,065
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I'm autistic.
I wet the bed until I was 10.
I've never kissed anybody.
I don't really want to kiss anybody.
I'm mildly schizophrenic.
I really want to stab someone and play with their blood.
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Member Since: 9/15/2012
Posts: 22,487
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I find it creepy how easily I can emotionally detach myself from everything
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Member Since: 2/26/2012
Posts: 9,914
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I don't like Michael Jackson even tho my fave is Katy Perry.
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Member Since: 3/13/2011
Posts: 5,886
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Originally posted by ManDown
Bumping this thread because I have a confession to make. Hope that's okay.
I've lied to nearly everybody in my life about my education. High school was a mess for me. I attended public school for one month of my freshman year, and was bullied out of the school. I did a homeschooling program for a couple of years, and when I went to transfer to another one during my junior year, they refused to transfer my credits; claimed they were "lost". I started over and redid every class again with the new program. I got amazing grades. I took the graduation test, and got incredibly high scores.
I was originally supposed to graduate in May 2012, but since I started over with zero credits in October 2010, it looked like that wasn't happening. Graduation day came and passed, and I was just two credits away from graduating. I was supposed to complete those final two classes by the end of this semester (ending in a few days), but something happened. I sunk into a deep depression at the beginning of the semester, and lost all interest in completing school. I quit logging in, and dropped out a few days ago. I feel terrible about it. I realize how smart I am, and how much potential I had. My mother is so disappointed in me. I'm taking the GED test next month, but it just isn't the same.
A diploma is really just a piece of paper. I'm not too concerned with that. But the fact that I was so close to finishing and didn't upsets me. I've had to lie to friends and family, and say that I graduated. I don't know what to say. Coming out wasn't even this difficult. I realize most of you will judge me for this, but I'm prepared.
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No judgement here. I have a GED instead of a high school diploma. My situation was much different from yours though.
Good luck on your test.
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Member Since: 9/12/2012
Posts: 26,389
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Originally posted by AdamAL4
I find it creepy how easily I can emotionally detach myself from everything
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I kinda thought it was normal for me to have no emotion over things. I mean, when Hurricane Sandy hit...I was not even shocked. I mean, I know it was a tragedy, but I couldn't bring myself to be emotionally sad about it. Maybe that's why it's so easy for me to tell offensive jokes.
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Member Since: 9/15/2012
Posts: 22,487
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Originally posted by Hugamari
I kinda thought it was normal for me to have no emotion over things. I mean, when Hurricane Sandy hit...I was not even shocked. I mean, I know it was a tragedy, but I couldn't bring myself to be emotionally sad about it. Maybe that's why it's so easy for me to tell offensive jokes.
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I'm so sympathetic to everyone I know, but for some reason I can emotionally detach myself from virtually anything. It's really disgusting; you don't know the half of it
And even though I live on the East Coast, same for me. Although I don't like to tell offensive jokes
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Member Since: 9/21/2011
Posts: 2,888
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I have really bad breath in the morning.
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Member Since: 9/12/2012
Posts: 26,389
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Originally posted by AdamAL4
I'm so sympathetic to everyone I know, but for some reason I can emotionally detach myself from virtually anything. It's really disgusting; you don't know the half of it
And even though I live on the East Coast, same for me. Although I don't like to tell offensive jokes
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Maybe you should write a song about it, Adam. I personally think it's something not written about often, if at all. You did say you wanted a topic to write about.
I remember writing my secrets in here a while back, and what I posted here...might use one of those to write something.
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Member Since: 9/15/2012
Posts: 22,487
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Originally posted by Hugamari
Maybe you should write a song about it, Adam. I personally think it's something not written about often, if at all. You did say you wanted a topic to write about.
I remember writing my secrets in here a while back, and what I posted here...might use one of those to write something.
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Lol I don't have any secrets really besides the one I just said
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ATRL Contributor
Member Since: 8/31/2012
Posts: 12,510
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Originally posted by Hugamari
Maybe you should write a song about it, Adam. I personally think it's something not written about often, if at all. You did say you wanted a topic to write about.
I remember writing my secrets in here a while back, and what I posted here...might use one of those to write something.
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Adam, change the topic of the songwriter's thread to personal lyrics
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I am generally unstable.
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