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Originally posted by MP2K
Mai what is going on with your life bae? I thought I was in some mess.  |
just literally ranting. I'm single. I kinda got into another one of these spanish dudes again knowing good and well I don't want to be in a relationship with one. Got cold feet, put him off because of my work, now he's cuffed and it sucks. Because the guy is literally perfect for him.
This other dude (again spanish
) was supposed to come over for valentines day tonight. Then suddenly
okay but when I come I can only have water and veggies with some text from his trainer and it's like dude I literally have to be tossed to **** a guy in the first place how tf are we going to do this without alcohol.
he did the same thing last time he came over and we ended up not doing anything, after kinda planning this all day and i'm just so tired
I've been in this vicious cycle since my ex and I stopped drinking as much so it kinda sucks.
I'm thinking about going to bar idk if I'm just gonna end up picking up a 30 year puerto rican again who ain't even right
I'm trippin. Let me just finish this bottle and I'll be alright.
