[cuitrex]

When I'm in big crowds or hallways, I can't stand to be next to people for along time. I always think they're looking at me and saying bad stuff in they're head. I don't know, I got this ever since I was 11. Even when I'm in the mall, I HAVE TO be with someone, or else I start seeing people and I start freaking out. And then I talk to myself while that and just look at random things. Once I even started to tear, I just hate it when people look at me. But most of the time, it's just my head. I don't know how to make it stop

[Jaymz]

In all honesty though I do get slightly paranoid when I see someone looking at me... I always wonder what they are thinking

[BlondGuts]

Wow. All these horror stories

I'm going to save space and try to write mine..


I'm a straight male, but for some reason I've been feminine my whole life.

In middle school, people bullied me because I had long hair (It reached halfway down my back). I wa growing the hair out so I could donate it to Locks if Love so some cancer patient could get a wig..

I was called things like **** and H-mo. And to make it better, I was the only guy playing the clarinet in band (I made it to first chair ) So I guess that added words like 'Nerd' and 'Freak' to the table.

Eventually, I moved to another school where people would drag me to the pits. I couldn't breathe. People were always in my business and shhit calling me worse names.

I changed schools once more.

And now, in my THIRD new school, people are STILL calling me gay, just because I joined ColorGuard. I'm a sophomore in Hs and I'm dating the Colorguard Captain- who's a senior girl

People still think its funny to defame me and spread rumors that she is a cover up and that I'm really gay

Like wtf people?

Sometimes, I can't wait to move out and just disappear from society...

AND the fact that people bully me is the reason why I won't join WinterGuard.. And my gf is on WinterGuard. And I would love to spend more time with her

But sometimes HS is a tough thing to deal with

[iHype.]

Originally posted by BlondGuts

Wow. All these horror stories

I'm going to save space and try to write mine..


I'm a straight male, but for some reason I've been feminine my whole life.

In middle school, people bullied me because I had long hair (It reached halfway down my back). I wa growing the hair out so I could donate it to Locks if Love so some cancer patient could get a wig..

I was called things like **** and H-mo. And to make it better, I was the only guy playing the clarinet in band (I made it to first chair ) So I guess that added words like 'Nerd' and 'Freak' to the table.

Eventually, I moved to another school where people would drag me to the pits. I couldn't breathe. People were always in my business and shhit calling me worse names.

I changed schools once more.

And now, in my THIRD new school, people are STILL calling me gay, just because I joined ColorGuard. I'm a sophomore in Hs and I'm dating the Colorguard Captain- who's a senior girl

People still think its funny to defame me and spread rumors that she is a cover up and that I'm really gay

Like wtf people?

Sometimes, I can't wait to move out and just disappear from society...

AND the fact that people bully me is the reason why I won't join WinterGuard.. And my gf is on WinterGuard. And I would love to spend more time with her

But sometimes HS is a tough thing to deal with

Girl, they just jealous you don't try to blend in and express yourself.

[ManDown]

I have like 2 or 3 major secrets, and a few people (including an ATRL member or two) already know atleast one of them.

[Maven]

I sold my soul to the Illuminati.

[theo.]

Originally posted by Maven

I sold my soul to the Illuminati.

For?

[Cantaloupe.]

I'm an open book.

[M A R N ✮]

Only my bf, mum and best friend has known about this.. but i didnt tell anyone till i was 17 and this happend when I was 8 or 9.

I was sexual abused by my half brother and when i tried to escape he threw a chair at me, he missed me but it was super close, if it got me i would of been seriously injured, and kept it inside me all these years till it came out and my mum believed me but not my father, sadly he passed away that week is why ive been too scared of sex and me and bf been trying for a year and finally got far last night.

[M A R N ✮]

I kinda feel better letting it out then keeping me in...Ive felt better ever since.

[Dancehall]

Originally posted by Devil

I'm an open book.

Actually that's a goddamn lie and I'm a completely closed book with enough on the cover to give people the illusion that they know me well.

[Mastamaind]

Originally posted by phreshprince

I try to hide that I go on this site from people as well

Why? So what if a lot of people here like divas? This forum is the SHEEZ.

[Hey Gurl Hey]

Okay one of my secrets is kinda crazy but here it goes...

I wish that all the preppy popular people would slit their throats, kill themselves, and burn in hell for all eternity at my school. I hate popular kids that think they're better than everybody else with a passion.

[seaɴ.]

I'm gay, like PENIS.

[Tymps.]

I have a secret fetish

[LonelySoul]

Gurls I'm really sorry for some of you and some really made me feel bad but I'm so ****ing happy I'm a person without problems y'all made me realize that I'm one lucky mother****er even tho I'm kinda shy (next year no more cuz I'm gonna express myself ) no one has ever bullied me because of it in fact I have no friends but good classmates that talk to me and my secret is that I'm gay but I'm just waiting for people to ask me that question I'm not gonna announce it on the papers and that's my secret that I'm actually happy in a weird way

[LonelySoul]

Was that pretentious?

[Party And Bull]

Originally posted by cuitrex

When I'm in big crowds or hallways, I can't stand to be next to people for along time. I always think they're looking at me and saying bad stuff in they're head. I don't know, I got this ever since I was 11. Even when I'm in the mall, I HAVE TO be with someone, or else I start seeing people and I start freaking out. And then I talk to myself while that and just look at random things. Once I even started to tear, I just hate it when people look at me. But most of the time, it's just my head. I don't know how to make it stop

This is actually quite common.
You just have to train yourself to believe that they're not looking at you, and even if they make it obvious that they are, you have to be confident and believe that they're admiring your looks.

[DvnR]

eye eet chkn

[BLaCKPoWeR]

Originally posted by DvnR

eye mafaget.

Knew itz