yeah! sometimes in one point of your life your doing nothing then suddenly a bucket of sad memories or sad thoughts pops out of your mind then you will feel sad all of a sudden? yeah! that's what i'm talking about maybe a dementor! lol I don't have a wand to stop it with expecto patronum or other stupid nerd looser Harry Potter spells. So it happened this morning while going to school my mind become blank and you know I just felt sad. All my friends is so happy fooling around but I'm still in silence its like I didn't hear their voices and my mind is floating in lessons. I feel so lonely and sad like "kelly clarkson type of loneliness" lol even there is bunch of people around me. I didn't even joined my friends at lunch. So WTF is happening to me so I listen to my ipod in "shuffle" mode all songs that played is "sober", "when you're gone" so depressing songs so I didn't listen to it anymore. Then the weather it is rainy here I didn't even know there is a typhoon. So many sad thing mixed in my mind like thoughts of "what if questions". So hopefully I do overcome this stupid things that come across my mind by thinking happy moments lol!!! so in the afternoon I'm back at mood again and my friends are like "what happened to you your so quiet this morning now you act like you are drunk or something?". So that's it that's all the things happened this day. Sometimes even tough we woke up so sad and lonely there is still a force somewhere out there tries to comfort us but I don't know who is that force maybe it God so thank God .
So this is my longest post ever! I know most of you will not read this but who cares at least I burst out what I felt this day
this whole let-down was due to your "mydecember-ear"
you listen to too much sad Kelly songs, instead of the happy songs
kctotal is rite: listen to do it or glow by NELLY FURTADO!
Oh c'mon can I be like harry Potter and say the name? plz
