[marajxgrant]

Originally posted by SpinThatShhh

Nothing.

lying ass.

[Victon]

After a long time in emotional pain, crying, sobbing, almost want to vomit, wondering how the hell i put myself in this condition. It wasn't pretty.. it hurts so much then yesterday i decided to let it go for now and focus on my life.. I'm feeling better, i actually made the same decision about last 2 months to let go..

There were times I thought, “Just get
through the next five minutes.” And at the
end of the five minutes, finding myself still
there, I would struggle through the next five
minutes. Some days were a series of five-
minute intervals.

but i made it through.. it's worth it, the power i reclaim is stronger than ever and it's really a path for growing up. While some of you thirsty for the good sis D.. i crave for love.. Sex is good but i won't ever do that again with the person i'm not in love.. been there done that and it took me a year to get over it lol I didn't enjoy it..

I'll focus with my life and what i really need will eventually comes true. Love, relationship.. everything.

xo

[Mezik]

^^^^i still want the d though
Just need to wait for the right guy

[SpinThatShhh]

Originally posted by marajxgrant

lying ass.

Something did happen but. Im not telling this messy fourm.

[marajxgrant]

Originally posted by Victon

After a long time in emotional pain, crying, sobbing, almost want to vomit, wondering how the hell i put myself in this condition. It wasn't pretty.. it hurts so much then yesterday i decided to let it go for now and focus on my life.. I'm feeling better, i actually made the same decision about last 2 months to let go..

There were times I thought, “Just get
through the next five minutes.” And at the
end of the five minutes, finding myself still
there, I would struggle through the next five
minutes. Some days were a series of five-
minute intervals.

but i made it through.. it's worth it, the power i reclaim is stronger than ever and it's really a path for growing up. While some of you thirsty for the good sis D.. i crave for love.. Sex is good but i won't ever do that again with the person i'm not in love.. been there done that and it took me a year to get over it lol I didn't enjoy it..

I'll focus with my life and what i really need will eventually comes true. Love, relationship.. everything.

xo

i think you're probably the strongest person in this thread.

[marajxgrant]

Originally posted by SpinThatShhh

Something did happen but. Im not telling this messy fourm.

you're messy, the forum is messy, go ahead

[Victon]

Originally posted by Mezik

^^^^i still want the d though
Just need to wait for the right guy

yeah i know the struggle sis.. i won't judge...
waiting for the right guy, you'll meet him, just believe in your self, i met mine, the one that my mind created back then as "perfection" as a partner, lover, bestfriend. But my mind that day only seek kindness, good looking, and mature emotionally. i have him.. but the trouble is, i forgot to ask a person who loves to open up about feelings, so i write down all the list what i want in a person, feel it and believe.

I add more to the list as days go by.. and focus on myself. That's amazing how everything falls at the right time. Stay happy and positive.. it's the golden rule

[Victon]

Originally posted by marajxgrant

i think you're probably the strongest person in this thread.

Thanks sis.. but it's never easy, it's the most awkward phase in my life, as now i can laugh at it and how fun it was actually, i see from a 3rd observer how i created my life into a total mess for 11 months.

I've experinced many relationship as lover with both gender, they are all easy.. there's not so much emotional attachment.. but this guy is really a special case, so genuine, so beautiful, so painful, just too much..

I am so happy to have this deep feeling of love for a same sex.. it made me down to earth and lovely lol

but i'm more comfortable with same sex. no more second guessig

[holyground]

Hi guys.

I don't really have much to say tho, I just like lurking here. But well I have this person in mind, and well he's such a tough nut to crack

[Pikachu]

Originally posted by holyground

Hi guys.

I don't really have much to say tho, I just like lurking here. But well I have this person in mind, and well he's such a tough nut to crack

jk
elaborate sis

[holyground]

Originally posted by Pikachu

jk
elaborate sis

Idek how to explain I think he likes me but I'm not 100% sure. And when I make advances sometimes he reciprocates, sometimes he doesn't. And tbh I've been led on so many times before that I'm afraid to believe in anything now

[Quiqui4eva]

Originally posted by holyground

Idek how to explain I think he likes me but I'm not 100% sure. And when I make advances sometimes he reciprocates, sometimes he doesn't. And tbh I've been led on so many times before that I'm afraid to believe in anything now

Story of my life

Is he gay?

[holyground]

Originally posted by Quiqui4eva

Story of my life

Is he gay?

I don't know No one is out.

[Pikachu]

Originally posted by holyground

I don't know No one is out.

hmmm maybe try nonchalantly asking if he has a gf or sth?

[holyground]

Originally posted by Pikachu

hmmm maybe try nonchalantly asking if he has a gf or sth?

Nope. But tbh that doesn't really mean much over here.

And it's more like he's so closed up and like the guy who doesn't give two ***** bout anything, so it's really hard to know anything Though I think he does like me but I really can't confirm

[Quiqui4eva]

Originally posted by marajxgrant

yess.
"what flowers do you want?
should we have it in summer? winter?
What colors should we wear?
DJ or live band?
What kinda food do you want at it?
Do you even know your ring size?
What is your favorite color? you never told me"

Why are you laughing?

This is cute! Then again, I don't know everything that goes on between you two.

[SpinThatShhh]

Today has been good after a messy yesterday.

[Saint]

Originally posted by SpinThatShhh

Today has been good after a messy yesterday.

Still waiting on that story

[Pikachu]

Originally posted by SpinThatShhh

Today has been good after a messy yesterday.

SpillThatShhh

Originally posted by SpinThatShhh

Im not spilling anything tbh.
Its abit personal and Im still confused by it tbh.
Scary.

[SpinThatShhh]

Im not spilling anything tbh.
Its abit personal and Im still confused by it tbh.
Scary.