[GlitterfiedCyrus]

I have never kissed anyone, or been in a relationship. I get anxiety around new people and have about a million phobias.
I have had depression for about 2 years now, I've been bullied through my whole school life. I've never had any close friends, I've never felt like I could trust anyone or tell people how I truly feel. I've cut myself a few times, but luckily it never became a serious issue. I hate myself, and pretty much everyone else. Nobody knows that I go on here, about my twitter. No one knows about my obsession with Pop culture and celebrities. No one knows how much Miley means to me. No one knows about my obsession with Xtina, Britney, Nas, Selena, Miley, Katy. No one knows how much music means to me. I also wetted the bed until I was 14. (that was the one I was most embarrassed to admit )
i feel like I'm annoying and no one gives 2 ****s about me. That's pretty much all.

[gotintoririfever1]

Christina Maria Aguilera is the woman in my wet dreams since 2003

[gotintoririfever1]

i have symptoms of being bipolar irl im not sure or what

idk

[gaga for gaga]

Originally posted by kleinemonster

When I meet my fave I plan to kill her.

, keep away from gaga

[MadelineXPepito]

Originally posted by phreshprince

Mine: I've never had a real first kiss and I'm 20
and I'm afraid when I do go in for my 1st kiss, I won't do it right and look like a complete idiot.[/CENTER]

Same situtation. I mean, I kissed guys, but I was never sober when I did that.
But we'll be ok, I guess Everyone had been through that at some point of their lives.

[gotintoririfever1]

Originally posted by I'm JAVIng Fun

For years and years, people have bullied me and have done mean things to me, instead of letting out my anger about it, I tend to keep it inside myself, so that I wouldn't hurt other people. I was feeling fine the first month but after years of stuffing anger inside myself, I can honestly say that I think at any month I could crack under all of the anger I have and release it in one big mess. So basically my secret is, I feel like at anytime I could just release my anger out on someone and they might get hurt I need help because I have to find another way to release all of my anger than just hurting others .

omfg i can relate to you...im bullied since grade 3 up until i graduated in high school

i have my secret evil persona inside me, its like i can kill them by twisting their heads just to revenge on the one's who bullied me they always bully me because of my music choices n im fat

[JesusORGod]

@ Everyone being nice and talking about the dark times in their life. <3

[MarryTheMonster]

A secret is a secret for a reason

[Gavin.]

My parent's divorce pretty much changed me for the worst when I was 8

Everything that happened during it and after, mainly my horrible step-mother who has made me cry more times in my life then I can remember. She made me into the shy "loser" I am today with all of her negative coments and mental abuse. I constantly get rude remarks from people just because I am infact shy and quiet and only let people who I have known for a while in which in turn got me labels of nerd and fagot in highschool


Also I'm not gay I'm bi but everyone thinks I gay just because I haven't slept with everygirl in my town yet, it truly infuriates me how men have to have sex in order to avoid being labeled gay

[ks_dollar]

When I was 15 I suffered from a deep depression for about 7-8 months. From the beginning it just got worse and worse. I began to think that no one cared about my existence at all. I would cry almost everyday, and no one knew about it. Even when people caught me crying, they would just look away from me so they wouldn't have to bother with me and thought I wouldn't notice. I always notice stuff like that.

I became depressed again around the start of this year but it wasn't as bad. But it was still bad. I hated all my friends and would sit by myself in the toilet cubical during recess at school and eat my lunch.

My dad threw me against a wall, punched me and spat on me because I didn't want to go on a stupid drive around my city.

I used to constantly think of ending my life.

I had a MASSIVE mental breakdown last year... I wont go into it

I'm gay

and many more

No one knows about all this. But I'm a lot happier now and I've changed SO much, I'm hardly the person I was. I feel so much more confident and I've realized how much of a great person I am and it will keep getting better.

[MarryTheMonster]

Originally posted by ks_dollar

When I was 15 I suffered from a deep depression for about 7-8 months. From the beginning it just got worse and worse. I began to think that no one cared about my existence at all. I would cry almost everyday, and no one knew about it. Even when people caught me crying, they would just look away from me so they wouldn't have to bother with me and thought I wouldn't notice. I always notice stuff like that.

I became depressed again around the start of this year but it wasn't as bad. But it was still bad. I hated all my friends and would sit by myself in the toilet cubical during recess at school and eat my lunch.

My dad threw me against a wall, punched me and spat on me because I didn't want to go on a stupid drive around my city.

I used to constantly think of ending my life.

I had a MASSIVE mental breakdown last year... I wont go into it

I'm gay

and many more

No one knows about all this. But I'm a lot happier now and I've changed SO much, I'm hardly the person I was. I feel so much more confident and I've realized how much of a great person I am and it will keep getting better.

Aww

[MattH94]

Hmm,The biggest one i have is that I'm in love with my straight best friend....
Oh and I detest my nephew.....
Sending love to the rest of you with bigger problems <3

Edit:I also had a bit of a breakdown last year when being in the closet and school stress collided.Like I used to get really upset in front of my guidance counsellor (she was also my year head).But it's all good now.I'm out and have my college course picked

[ks_dollar]

Originally posted by MarryTheMonster

Aww

Originally posted by BlooRiverAnimal

I get annoyed easily, I like to pretend like I'm strong and have everything figured out but I don't. I think it'll be a long while before I am in another solid relationship. I have next to no friends. I think I'm emotionally detached. I use my sarcasm and witty jokes as a way to cope and masquerade true emotional feelings. I'm a mess on the inside.

Bloo Love you man
But I can relate to this too

[alex_bmkx]

I love you guys.

[Starstruck.]

Originally posted by MikeFenty

I hate my father with a passion
Tried killing myself multiple times
I used to cut

.

[JesusORGod]

I think a lot of this post are "secrets" Because emotions show your vulnerable side and people don't want to be seen as vulnerable. Plus, they may also be afraid of letting people in, they might not trust people yet. The truth is, most likely 90% of you are just scared of the consequences and you hide your "secret" because you don't want to be embarassed (pride), you don't trust irl people and sometimes you are afraid of not having the same emotions back. Some people just don't want it to get better so they hide their emotions. They just want to get on with it, there's no point in revelling in unhappiness.

It's such a shame that being gay , having eating disorders , wanting to end your life etc are "secret"

[paulyyyozd]

Just that I'm gay, and even that all my closest friends know

[SarahWalker]

I'm regularly depressed too, been this way for a long time now, but I never really got the logic of cutting yourself? I mean, I have to worry about my problems AND the pain at the same time

[JesusORGod]

Originally posted by SarahWalker

I'm regularly depressed too, been this way for a long time now, but I never really got the logic of cutting yourself? I mean, I have to worry about my problems AND the pain at the same time

Imagine your feeling a deep pain inside. So much that you can't bare it anymore. It a different kind of pain and its very difficult to go through... What cutting does, is it "releases" you. It hurts but it distracts from the pain you're feeling on the inside. People also do it to prove that they can tolerate physical pain because it's NOTHING to the pain and problems they are facing.

[Cal]

Originally posted by kleinemonster

When I meet my fave I plan to kill her.

WhaT kind of disturbing Ricardo Lopez teas. Let me hide my fave.