[Departure]

OMG

I think I found that guy that I said I was going to find on Myspace, the one I saw at work the other day. But his stupid profile is set to Private, so I'm not 100% if it's really him but the picture looks like him. Should I try adding him



LOL! He's hot!

[TRL Girl]

Yeah, add him!

[Departure]

Last night (A Sunday; i.e. end of week) I had to be the closing manager. And along with that duty, I had to count inventory, but oh wait....it's the end of week. It sucked. I started inventory at 8'oclock and it didn't finish until 10:40pm. It sucked monkey balls. It's no fun. I hate how everything can't be in one place. Like some stuff in the store is like in 3 different places, and you have to go back and like fix stuff because it's somewhere else. What a boring night it was. Believe me you don't want to be a shift manager at Arbys. It's no fun if you have to close on Sunday. Besides that...nothing major else happened lately. I think I saw some more cute guys...oh wait I did. In the Drive Thru, I saw these hot guys were blasting "This is why I'm Hot" or I think it was that song but anyways, they were hot. And oh yeah....again....

I keep thinking people at work are talking about me behind my back. Like they keep telling hidden jokes and I don't know if that's what they are trying to do or am I just going crazy. Like I told Matt that I was...bi, but I"m more gay than bi now, but after I told him he was like, it's okay to be happy, etc. etc. Anyways, I have a feeling he told other people because people keep telling these hidden jokes and it gets old. I feel like they are making fun of me. Reason why? Well at random times at work, they come up to me and say weird stuff out of the blue, that makes no sense. Like Brandon (another worker) was repanning his meatballs and there was two left. So he comes up to me (at random) and he also had a untensil in between the balls (lmao) and was like randomly saying stuff about, whether or not I liked it or something...I was too busy working to actually think what he said, but I just ignored it. Then he later comes back when I was counting inventory and has like stuff underneath his shirt and says I got him pregnant . Like is this funny? This has been going on all night, let alone ever since I told Matt, at least when he is working there. I dunno, I might be going crazy but it seems like they are making fun of me.

[xoxokely]

that was boring...at least you saw some cute guys...that's hot

[TRL Girl]

I second that on the cute guys part.

[xoxokely]

why does those bitches care if you are gay? i hate people like that...specially that damn backstabbers

[Departure]

Well Matt doesn't care if I'm gay or not. He told me it was okay, but the thing that bugs me is he is going along with what other people are doing. I think they are just messing around with me and stuff. Having fun. I like Matt has a person, but sometimes he does what he does bugs me. I really hope they are just playing around with me....I don't think anyone should judge people based on who they are.

[TRL Girl]

I agree. No one should judge at all, but that's what the majority of the world does.

[xoxokely]

that's just bad...even though it's okay with him that you are gay he must show you that he really accepted you as you!

and yeah ....I don't think anyone should judge people based on who they are!!! you go Girl!!! lol

[xoxokely]

the world is just an evil place....

[TRL Girl]

And it's depressing.

[Departure]

Yeah...I agree. Everyone was born for a reason and no one should be criticized for who they are has a person. If you haven't known already...I haven't judged one celebrity out there in my entire life. Yes I have judged their actions but not them has a person. I haven't judged anyone I know, because it's just not right. That's why I dislike people like that, who they think they are better than everyone and think they know me or anyone else for that matter. I respect everyone equally the same.

<3 Kely & <3TRLGirl!

[TRL Girl]

I could'nt have said that better myself.

[Departure]

Like...I obviously have

But have you ever stopped and was like...am I attracted to the same sex? Like if you are a girl, have you ever stopped and was like...Halle Berry is so hot. Or if you are a guy, have you ever felt like just playing with Brad Pitt's nipples?

But then you stop and is like...What am I thinking...I'm 100% straight. I like the opposite sex like it was peanut butter and jelly on two toast. Or maybe you stop thinking like that due to your religion beliefs? Or maybe you just like to "kid" around with your friends. I've seen straight people 'kid' around with people who are straight.



Like some gay **** for instance....they **** each other but yet they are straight , two straight people don't **** and then the next minute they are straight again. Kind of lame if you ask me. Once you have sex with a same sex partner you are GAY!!! Yeah guys...sorry to break it to you. If you 'kid' around with a same sex friend...you are GAY! (Or slightly gay....depends...like I was once 56.8% gay ...so yeah)

Or maybe you don't question yourself about your sexuality because you deny it. Like me!!! Yep, I did for a while. Even though I was straight my whole life....I looked at guys since I was 15. But I never stopped and took the time to say...

"Who do I want to **** when I grow up" or "What do I want to suck...nipples or penis"

-----ON A SERIOUS NOTE------

But really...your sexuality is all about sex preference. What really counts is who you are attracted too. Yes I do find girls attractive, but not sexually. When I see guys now a days...the first thing I do is, well I just am attracted to them so I stare. And it's just who I am. I can't force myself to not look when I'm attracted to them, right? I find some girls attractive, like lots of them actually. But I just am more attracted to guys. Being sexually attracted to a same sex partner isn't bad people. Don't listen to what the media/press/religion/etc...has to say about it. Just be who you are. If you honestly do feel like you are attracted to the same sex, then dont' keep denying it. Believe, more than enough couples in this world break up....I wonder why? Usually, dont' same sex people get along a lot more? I'm not saying everyone should just go gay!! I'm just saying that if you are attracted to someone even if they are the same sex, don't deny it. It's who you are. Obviously the whole world ain't going to go gay, because if that happened, we'd be screwed, if we want our species to exist in the future. But who knows...the world is dying anyways.

To end it off though on a serious note. Go with your heart. Don't let other people judge you for who you are. If they do judge you? You don't need them in your life. We don't need thier presence around you. We can live without them. Believe me though on this....it's hard. Like you saw me come out right? It was tough and people got annoyed as **** about it. I made some enemies...I made some friends, and I even made some others. Don't be afraid to be who you are. I think I said enough.

And yes...if you didn't know already...I made this first part out of amusement..., so if you LOLed at this, that was my intention, but pay more attention to this last part I guess. And again...I don't stop and think EVER to say "Who do I want to **** in life" I just added that in for fun and laughs. I really could careless if I **** a boy. That's not really a "Must Have" in life for me. Plus the fact that people don't just say...

"Hey I feel like ****ing you, you want to do it?"
"Yeah, let's do it"

No it more happens out of love. You are in love and it just happens. If people seriously stop and say something like that...it makes you wonder if they are really in love. I just want to hold a guy in my arm and sleep (not sleep sex wise...duh) next to him with my arms around him. I want to love a guy. I really don't even care for the sex part. But like I said I'd rather have sexual relationships with a guy than a girl at this time in my life. It's just who I am.

If you got a problem with that, than maybe you should go read a book about "How to not judge people"

Thanks!

Lot's of Love

[Fireman25]

i hate people like that. Back in middle school people made fun of me because i have a gay older brother and they were calling me queer .High school got a little better but they were a few people in high school that were idiots

[DIARIO]

LMFAO Kevin hahaha
Priceless post haha
Funniest ever..but on the serious note..yeah I'll have to agree <333
GO kevin! You know you rock!

[Departure]

Hey JT...maybe your friends need to take a look at this video...and any other people out there who don't respect it.

[Fireman25]

great video! alot of people who don't respect it do need to watch this but for the people who made fun of me for having a gay older brother back in middle school & high school were not my friends i actually had friends that recpect it.

[DIARIO]

^Ditto, I think it's a great video! That idiot kind of people should know that gay people do have feelings, I just loved the video!

[Joke On Death]

ummmmmmmmmm.....this is a great topic to stand out because people are very judge mental so yeah..................ummmmmmmmmmmm...........haha hahahhaha