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Originally posted by YUNGKALIMXEL
If it's the 1st one your so deeply enthralled with, then you really need to have a talk with him about both of your feelings. He's probably in denial of his sexuality. Wait, you are a gay guy right? Don't want to make any presumptions but it's mostly all queens in here lol.
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have done that and he knows.. but so many things holding his back.. his family, his beliefs, his ego. He even asked me to live together but it's just his emotional side that wasn't balance that time so i rejected it politely.. i also have so many issues to fix, wasn't ready for the AHA moment..
my human nature says i am emotinally and sexually in love with male. But here in my country hasn't seen the light.. esp Religion who easily judge us as sinner i won't live their way anyway.. i'll be patient.
as i listen to my inner voice,, i need to let it go now.. and focus on myself.. it's just my body can't handle it.. but i'll fight for it sis.. so hurt but it's worth trying. and he'll also have some kind of relief and understanding of this sh****