[like2throw]

Middle School was pretty much hell on earth for me.

I hated Middle School with a passion.

Im talking about fights every day in the halls, people insulting you, you insulting them, backstabbing, just everything. It was terrible.Ive developed alot of anxiety just based on these two years.

[vamp]

Originally posted by ImmaSlave4u

Okay, I'll cave in and tell mine, gorls.
I used to be terrible to people my freshmen year of high school, I would harass everyone so I could have a reputation of being mean. And I wanted people to think i was mean so they wouldn't make fun of me. I was fat and FUGLY like omg, so I wanted others to be too scared to even bother saying anything to me. And during sophomore year, I toned down my rudeness and that was when the insults began to roll in. I was called fat every single day from everybody I had harassed my freshmen year. Granted, I deserved some backlash, but the amount of hate I got from people was insane. I was constantly called a ******, ugly, fat, every single day, and at that point, all of my friends had bailed on me, so I had nobody to back me up if I was rude back at them. Towards the end of my sophomore year, the bullying became too much for me to handle and I stopped eating altogether. I honestly ate like an apple a day and worked out for hours on end and drank water and did all of the cleansing diets that celebs do. I was desperate to be skinny. I cut all of my hair off too(which was a big deal since the whole school knew me for my bleach blonde long ass hair) but I ended up developing what I believe was anorexia. I refused to eat anything and I only ate when my mom made me, mainly because I didn't want her to think anything was wrong with me. I ended up losing about 35 pounds in that summer alone and I went back to school looking 100% different. Idk, only a few really close friends know that I actually starved myself, I've recovered since then, lost about ten more pounds and now I'm hot as **** so it's all good tbh

pick or it didnt happen
congrats! i guess

[KT&T]

So many secrets I don't think I can read them all before going to bed.

How many secrets do you have IHype and hungamari?

We are scared of dying but I guess from what you mean is die young. Let it all out guys let it all out.

[Hugamari]

I think we can all agree that kids in Middle School are absolute ****. Like, anytime you hear about bullying, where is it at it's worst? Middle School.

[like2throw]

this is like a therapy thread. Im probably going to go into more detail when I wake up tomorrow.

[vamp]

Originally posted by Hugamari

I hate my eye color. I think the reason why I have such an obsession with eyes is because I think mine are ugly... Anytime I see someone that I think has pretty eyes, I make it a goal of mine to tell them.

I wanna see a pic of u tbh.

[theo.]

I'm scared that I'll look back on my life and regret a wide variety of things.

[Guernica]

Originally posted by Hugamari

I think we can all agree that kids in Middle School are absolute ****. Like, anytime you hear about bullying, where is it at it's worst? Middle School.

!! Everyone's going through puberty so they turn into little ****s because they want to fit in When I hear people say they liked middle school I genuinely do not understand, it was awful for me.

[I'm JAVIng Fun]

Originally posted by theoyella jukebox

Javi, you can't let it build up inside if you. You have to let it out. I did the same thing, and somewhat still am, and it resulted in a huge mess: panic attacks, fits of rage, heart/breathing problems, etc.
If you need someone to talk to

I know, I'm have even been seeing a counselor for 2 months now I'ts helping me a lot . But I'll still ask you something If I don't understand somethings, there are still many things that me as a 17 year old I just can't quite control

[Hugamari]

Originally posted by vamp

I wanna see a pic of u tbh.

FFF. I do not even have a pic of my eyes. Lemme see if I can find one that isn't completely embarrassing...

*looks* Oh there is one with me awkwardly in the background meanwhile one of my sister's friends is biting on my sister's boob. (The friend is a girl.)

Oh, hey were is one with my sister and we are both on a fire hydrant. Sexy.

This is my most "flattering" picture. Mind you, I am about as photogenic as...something non-photogenic. Obviously am not the flawless gorl. That would be my sister.

eew

[DripDrip]

You're look pretty Huga sis, I don't know what you're talking about.

[Hugamari]

Originally posted by DripDrip

You're look pretty Huga sis, I don't know what you're talking about.

I already said I'm not the bad bitch with the pink streak in her hair.

L0l no, but that's about the best picture I have ever took. (Without a professional photoshoot ofc)

[Ozzy8923]

Finished reading the entire thread.



Why do y'all make me tear up like this?! Jesus. It's nice to see the more wholesome side of ATRL every once in a while.

[Tantei]

I love this thread...all your stories are so relatable

_______

My biggest secret is that I'm gay...It's kinda funny that no one ever asked me if I was gay since it's kinda obvious...People seem to think the many girls I hang out with are my girlfriends
Also I used to be extremely depressed and cut myself...thought about suicide...but I'm over that now...I'm fine with my sexuality and I wanna start a new life after school as a openly-gay young man. Of course I'm scared of my parents reaction but they will have to deal eventually. My dream is to have a boyfriend and my own family someday

[Spyro]

Originally posted by Tantei

My biggest secret is that I'm gay...It's kinda funny that no one ever asked me if I was gay since it's kinda obvious...People seem to think the many girls I hang out with are my girlfriends
Also I used to be extremely depressed and cut myself...thought about suicide...but I'm over that now...I'm fine with my sexuality and I wanna start a new life after school as a openly-gay young man. Of course I'm scared of my parents reaction but they will have to deal eventually. My dream is to have a boyfriend and my own family someday

What???

Tantei.......

[Tantei]

Originally posted by Spyro

What???

Tantei.......

I'm better now...life is still kinda hard for me...but everything gets better with time..I'm really looking forward to my future now and try to leave all that **** behind me.

[Ashish]

im gay and everyone knows hahahah

[rivers]

I'm glad I'm not the only one with problems! I guess I'll vent some too.

I'm a shy person in general. I don't know how to talk to people, that's why I only have a few friends. They aren't close friends though. I don't have a best friend. I wish I did so I could have someone who will always be there and listen to me.

My shyness keeps me from getting a job. My parents keep pressuring me into getting one but I don't have the courage. I can't deal with people. It's a fear I need to overcome but I don't know how. I always feel like I'm being judged.

I can't even get into my body image issues. Lets just say being a girl in high school sucks.

[RideOrDie]

I'm bi and nobody knows.

[BlooRiverAnimal]

I get annoyed easily, I like to pretend like I'm strong and have everything figured out but I don't. I think it'll be a long while before I am in another solid relationship. I have next to no friends. I think I'm emotionally detached. I use my sarcasm and witty jokes as a way to cope and masquerade true emotional feelings. I'm a mess on the inside.