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Originally posted by dreamloverfantasy
We, me and my elusive self, are back.

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I am glad to see that, sis. Now the two of us can make this base glow again.

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Originally posted by Migrate
Lambs, I'm crying #OnTheBathroomFloor as I write this...
So I went on a date with the 41 year old guy I told you about. It was fine until it got really sexual. He asked me if I am top or bottom, and if I had ever sucked a **** or been sucked. I kept it cool and told him I'm still a virgin. Then he started eyeballing me like I'm a giant ****-hungry piece of ass just begging to be plowed. In the end I just thanked him for the date and left...
I cried all the way home. I don't understand what's going on. I do like this guy and am sexually attracted to him. If the date had gone as I expected I would have given it up to him to be honest. But I wasn't prepared to be treated in such a sexual way. He told me I'm too good to be a virgin. I told him I wanted more than just hookups and he seemed really surprised.
I work so hard in the gym because I want to be strong and look good enough to like myself, not because I want guys to jump on me. I feel like everything I do has backfired because they think I'm just a ****ty gay boy. Why am I even trying if no one wants to take me seriously and treat me like a real boyfriend.
I thought of that song on the Butterfly album. 'I just want to be your babydoll...' Why is true love so elusive.
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Darling, I am really sorry about your struggles.
To be honest, you seem to be very precious and lovely, and I know this is going to sound like a flowery phrase but I actually mean it: I am sure that there is going to be someone who understands you
really and treats you the way you deserve. It takes someone special to recognize someone special, you know?
And if that guys just wants you for a hook-up then he's clearly not the one you want to sleep with for your very first time
However, I would like to say one more thing regarding the bolded sentence. I know we all can't help but kind of want to conform to today's ideal of beauty. But there is naturally so much more to you than your fit body that you should like yourself for.
You can find love if you search within yourself, and the emptiness your felt will disappear. Quite sentimental, I know but the good sis spilled the true there.