Actually, I'm just having a lot of fun with this crush.. I'm not invested or anything, not emotionally attached. Because I know if he's not the one, then I know whoever my soulmate is.. he's still out there, and I can only imagine how perfect he is for me
I've already accepted that maybe this guy is not the one for me, and if that's the case, what can I do? I had a lot of fun memories daydreaming about him, being inspired by him.. and I wrote 3 songs already about him
So... in the end it'll be me who'll benefit... I'm gonna be the next Sam/Adele for sure
I'm just having so much fun playing along with this whole crush thing... and no one can take that away from me
I know... I've matured over the years... I have had painful unrequited love experiences, and they have done a numerous number of damage on me well-being speaking... so now.. R.. I'm not too emotionally attached to him.. it may seem like it.. but it's just that I'm having too much fun with this whole experience... who knows maybe this could be a good movie script one day
So I know where I stand.. that's why I didn't ask him for his number last night... if he's the one... then I'll let the flow of universe, and let god do its job to bring him to me.
SLAY
. Still, if I manage to have one we'd go buy cosmetics & face masks & share them together, it'd be so cute 
