Good luck for your ATARs gerls, hope you slay them
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Originally posted by Solopop
Yes and I haven't sleep well in like a week. I'm ******** myself because I almost certainly flopped and am terrified that I've let everyone and myself down. I'm actually so upset with how I went and I don't want anyone to know what I get because I know it will be so below what everyone expects me to get and it'll be so embarrassing. What's worse is my friends who I though I'd beat will all probably beat me and I'll have to suck it up and be a good sport about it when I all I want to do is ****ing cry because I ****ed up. Like **** VCE for messing with my brain so much. I hope all this paranoia is for nothing and my prediction is wrong but the chances of that being the case is like 1%. And I'm sick of people saying 'it doesn't matter' like it ****ing does to me and I know its not the be all and end all but I wanted to do well and I actually tried hard. But whatever, it is what it is now... I guess I'll just drink myself silly tomorrow to dull the pain.
lol sorry for the rant. I'm just upset.
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Just wait and see, I know it's utterly terrifying to not know, and that moment of checking the score is gut-wrenching, but just wait and see.
You summed it up yourself - it's not the be-all and end-all, and I understand it meaning a lot to you personally, but there's nothing you can do about it now, and you know how hard you tried. You're under no obligation to share your score with your friends, and I don't think there's anything shameful about that, it's a personal thing for sure. It will take some time for it to stop hurting so much, but once some time has passed and you can resolve within yourself that you did your best, it will become easier to deal with.
I'm sorry you're having such a hard time
Just know that you'll probably still be able to get into the course you want, and have the career you want, but it might take an extra year, or an extra bridging course, or even some blind luck. But you'll still be able to get what you want in the long run.
A MASTERPIECE.
I'm still sure you don't eve listen to the music, just like them for the sake of being famous 
