[Suga Mama]

Originally posted by marajxgrant

really? how could it get worse?

Well this past summer I was determined to have my first gay experience and I was shameless and went on this gay guy's instagram I knew who goes to my school and added the gay or bisexual guys he followed who lived in my area. There was a guy in particular who had kikd me and I did not remember following him at all and we talked the whole night and decided to meet up the next day. () He asked me out to a movie but I said I was busy and invited him to some event I was going to. He came really late and we barely had time to talk but we talked regardless. There was something shady about everything though because he mentioned the gay guy from my school who's instagram I went on to follow the gay guys but he followed me first... To this day I don't know if the gay guy put him up to anything since a lot of the girls at my school wonder if I'm bisexual and I don't know if it was a test or... Anyways the guy said that the gay guy from my school used to be his neighbor but when I told my friend about what was going on she told me that the guy and the gay guy from my school used to have a thing and when I asked him about it he denied there ever being a thing between them... Then I just found out more things about him and ran. He was hot though and his d was nice.

[marajxgrant]

Originally posted by Suga Mama

Well this past summer I was determined to have my first gay experience and I was shameless and went on this gay guy's instagram I knew who goes to my school and added the gay or bisexual guys he followed who lived in my area. There was a guy in particular who had kikd me and I did not remember following him at all and we talked the whole night and decided to meet up the next day. () He asked me out to a movie but I said I was busy and invited him to some event I was going to. He came really late and we barely had time to talk but we talked regardless. There was something shady about everything though because he mentioned the gay guy from my school who's instagram I went on to follow the gay guys but he followed me first... To this day I don't know if the gay guy put him up to anything since a lot of the girls at my school wonder if I'm bisexual and I don't know if it was a test or... Anyways the guy said that the gay guy from my school used to be his neighbor but when I told my friend about what was going on she told me that the guy and the gay guy from my school used to have a thing and when I asked him about it he denied there ever being a thing between them... Then I just found out more things about him and ran. He was hot though and his d was nice.

mess. this is why it's a rule, don't follow the locals!!!

[Quiqui4eva]

Originally posted by BILLIONAIRE✘BOY

That guy from Divergent is cute

That's my husband

[Suga Mama]

Originally posted by marajxgrant

mess. this is why it's a rule, don't follow the locals!!!

That's exactly why I'm going to a whole new large city and starting fresh.
Adding on to your situation with the girl, there really is no room for you to start dating her since she does have a girlfriend already. I have a relationship like that with a bi girl as well and she does have a lot of the qualities I want in a girl but I'm not going to pursue it since she does have a boyfriend and she isn't so loyal to him already.. and I refuse to be a side chick.

[marajxgrant]

Originally posted by Suga Mama

That's exactly why I'm going to a whole new large city and starting fresh.
Adding on to your situation with the girl, there really is no room for you to start dating her since she does have a girlfriend already. I have a relationship like that with a bi girl as well and she does have a lot of the qualities I want in a girl but I'm not going to pursue it since she does have a boyfriend and she isn't so loyal to him already.. and I refuse to be a side chick.

hmmmmm. true.
EDIT: see but my situation is a lot more complicated than that. i already have a boyfriend. & when that whole mess started we were both single.
& good luck moving to a new city! wishing all the best for you

[Saint]

Originally posted by Kid A

I'm like melting down right now

Spill it!

[Seasons]

Ok. So I've had a crush on this guy at my school for a while now. We hang out and have fun and stuff but it's only at school so I don't see him a lot. It's getting to the point where I'm only happy when I am at school seeing him, which is saying a lot because I hate being at school I need to get over this but I still see him at school so I can't cut him out of my life completely. I've been depressed over this boy for months now and I want it to end help

[Erik]

Originally posted by Scandal & Media

This is me. All the time.

Just wonderful, isn't it?

Originally posted by BILLIONAIRE✘BOY

Awe let it out Yea I know how that feels too. Sometimes you feel borderline crazy because youre like did this really happen or am I reading too much into things. It really does get stressful and can push you to depression if you let it (believe me I know) . Just have faith in your future but be prepared that if you fall to hard for someone you'll be thinking about them for a long time

Thanks mate. I've also been there before so I know what I'm getting into, although I must say this time it's probably the hardest I've fallen for someone.

You just think you grow out of these types of feelings and then BANG! they punch you in your face and make you feel like the bad side of 16 again.

[Black Umbrella]

Today is just a mess

and this thread is just mess too

[Quiqui4eva]

There's this kid in my Pre Calc class. At times we awkwardly stare at each other. But I get kind of nervous and look the other way I highly doubt it's that serious but I could dream

[Black Umbrella]

Originally posted by Quiqui4eva

There's this kid in my Pre Calc class. At times we awkwardly stare at each other. But I get kind of nervous and look the other way I highly doubt it's that serious but I could dream

It always happen to me.. don't get your hopes unless you're willing to make a move

[Pikachu]

Originally posted by Quiqui4eva

There's this kid in my Pre Calc class. At times we awkwardly stare at each other. But I get kind of nervous and look the other way I highly doubt it's that serious but I could dream

try licking ur lips while u stare at each other

[Homogenic]

The guy I crush on was ignoring me yesterday, as some of you may remember. Guess what, today he stared and smiled at me a couple of times as usual (and even laughed when I said some silly thing during the classes to my friend) He even asked me some question about our English homework (he's like the last person to care about hw), and I responded like "idk whatever" Things became much more interesting when we had PE classes We were playing some game, me and my crush were in different teams. During the game, he always tried somehow to push me or something (I don't think it was because of anger, maybe because I'm a weak player lol) We even bumped one into another a couple of times and I can't say I didn't like it

Ugh I hate it, he's just so good. He asked some thing from my bff during the class (she's kinda antisocial, I don't think they have ever interacted before). He's so polite to people I like. Sadly, I just don't see him as a bisexual person He must be playing with me, all these smiles and eye-contacts and stuff...

Even though I would definetely like to have more, I'm pretty happy with things I have now. We still have 2 months before the summer vacation, time will tell

[Kid A]

Originally posted by BeyNavi

Spill it!

Trust me sis. You don't want this messy tea.

[Saint]

Originally posted by Kid A

Trust me sis. You don't want this messy tea.

Yes I do! It better find it's way into my PM's or something

[Quiqui4eva]

Originally posted by Homogenic

The guy I crush on was ignoring me yesterday, as some of you may remember. Guess what, today he stared and smiled at me a couple of times as usual (and even laughed when I said some silly thing during the classes to my friend) He even asked me some question about our English homework (he's like the last person to care about hw), and I responded like "idk whatever" Things became much more interesting when we had PE classes We were playing some game, me and my crush were in different teams. During the game, he always tried somehow to push me or something (I don't think it was because of anger, maybe because I'm a weak player lol) We even bumped one into another a couple of times and I can't say I didn't like it

Ugh I hate it, he's just so good. He asked some thing from my bff during the class (she's kinda antisocial, I don't think they have ever interacted before). He's so polite to people I like. Sadly, I just don't see him as a bisexual person He must be playing with me, all these smiles and eye-contacts and stuff...

Even though I would definetely like to have more, I'm pretty happy with things I have now. We still have 2 months before the summer vacation, time will tell

I seriously love reding your strories. Even if it's nothing "official", it's cute reading about the things that happen between you and your crush

[Black Umbrella]

Originally posted by Homogenic

The guy I crush on was ignoring me yesterday, as some of you may remember. Guess what, today he stared and smiled at me a couple of times as usual (and even laughed when I said some silly thing during the classes to my friend) He even asked me some question about our English homework (he's like the last person to care about hw), and I responded like "idk whatever" Things became much more interesting when we had PE classes We were playing some game, me and my crush were in different teams. During the game, he always tried somehow to push me or something (I don't think it was because of anger, maybe because I'm a weak player lol) We even bumped one into another a couple of times and I can't say I didn't like it

Ugh I hate it, he's just so good. He asked some thing from my bff during the class (she's kinda antisocial, I don't think they have ever interacted before). He's so polite to people I like. Sadly, I just don't see him as a bisexual person He must be playing with me, all these smiles and eye-contacts and stuff...

Even though I would definetely like to have more, I'm pretty happy with things I have now. We still have 2 months before the summer vacation, time will tell

OMG that was so cute. Try to get to know him, next time you ask him about something, and don't avoid him, maybe he's just giving you hints.

[SpinThatShhh]

Basically, after I sent that text he send me a list of things I need to change about myself.

[Black Umbrella]

Originally posted by SpinThatShhh

Basically, after I sent that text he send me a list of things I need to change about myself.

What things? I mean like what??

[Homogenic]

Originally posted by Quiqui4eva

I seriously love reding your strories. Even if it's nothing "official", it's cute reading about the things that happen between you and your crush

Aww, thanks sis, this is day-making Even though I think that's a bit strange writing paragraphs about how he looked at me or something. That way is easier to reconsider everything, to be honest.

Originally posted by Black Umbrella

OMG that was so cute. Try to get to know him, next time you ask him about something, and don't avoid him, maybe he's just giving you hints.

I don't really like these types of questions. Before HS I was kind of awful study-geek, obsessed with grades and all this stuff Now I don't care about that at all, but I also don't want people to think I'm still that way, so they can only ask me about homeworks. I'm over that.

But last week there was talk about cars at Estonian classes. I know nothing about cars (), so I asked my crush to help me with one task. He was willing to help me but I also noticed he was confused a bit Don't know what that was supposed to mean, but he had the same face as he usually has when he's asked to read something out loud to class (omfg, yes, what kind of stalker who already knows that guy's face expressions)