Ok, so when i was around 14, i had this huge crush on my neighbor. We grew up together, we were best friends, but i slowly started falling for her. She was a bit of a **** tbh. She always fooled around with other dudes bit never got in a relationship or something.
So, we would always hang out in the neighborhood, playing outside, building tree houses and stuff like that. And whenever we were left alone in the night, we always used to stay up so late, all the others would go home, and she would tell me to go to out tree house to chill and we always ended up fooling around, making out and stuff like that.
So, this was going on for a few months, but she never wanted to go further(either relationship or sex), but i was LIVING for those night moments with her. Note, i would never be the first to make a move. I was such a *****. She was always like 'So everyone's gone, do you wanna go chill in the tree house'? And of course, i'd say yes.
So, one day, we were all hanging out, and all of friends left and we were alone at a park near our houses. I was horny AF that night, so i ask her, 'So, do you want to do anything?' And she says 'No, i think i'll go home'. I was soooo pissed. Like, most of the times, she'd tell me to go to the tree house so we can fool around. So, we went home and i couldn't stop thinking about her. Did she want me to make the first move for the first time? Is she done with out make out sessions? Has she found someone else? I didn't know what to do, i was so horny and all i wanted was to tell her to go to the tree house. But i was so ****ing embarrassed. I don't even know why. So here i am, trying to find a way to text her so we can start a conversation.
I didn't want to seem desperate, so i had to find a reason to text her. I was a ****ing mess that night.
So, what do i text her? Literally this:
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Hey Christia, did you happen to see my mobile phone at the park? I can't find it anywhere.
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And she replies:
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What are you talking about? You're texting me from your mobile phone.
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I LITERALLY WANTED TO DROP DEAD. Like, i felt so ****ing embarrassed.
How could i possibly try and start a conversation with THAT? What i had in my mind was to tell her that i lost my mobile phone and ask her to come with me to look for it at the park, and then hopefully she would tell me to go to the tree house afterwards. But i texted her from my mobile phone
I didn't even reply back, and next day she asked me about it and told her i was just messing around with her. Things went VERY awkward from then on and we fell apart months after.