I Feel Really Really upset and i cant stop crying yeh its about mat again
Look it started off so great almost we are still very close friends i mean close FAKE friend
he asked me to this thing i never go out the house...but i was happy finally a guy asking me out the house since my last break up march 2007 he said we can go together two days after he doesnt me to go....today i was happy and then hes friend i was just over listening at lunch and said your ex [not me] said she was sorry and im like

OMFG that ****. dont know her never meet her but bet shes ugly

i dont know what but if he gives her a second chance and she hurt him a lot more then i hurt him ill be so pissed i would want to kill myself
i know this is a depression story but i never ever gonna get over him like no guys ever like me only him
i cant live depressed i have to do something i hate my life seriously do
