I am addicted to caffeine. Seriously I can't leave the house without drinking a cup of coffee. If I go without caffeine (mountain dew, monster, coffee, red bull) I get really anxious and my eyes tear up.
This started when I lost my job and I drank coffee to keep myself awake during my boring days. Now that I am trying to go out and get back into the workforce I am nervous and disappointed. I want to do my best but I do not want to be mistreated again.
So, I am going to apply as a dishwasher so I don't have to deal with people I can just focus on washing dishes. Dishwashers get paid about $8.00/hr (min wage here is $7.25/hr), so I won't be making as much as I would if I were waiting tables, but I am scared to make myself vulnerable.
I hate irresponsible workers. Really. They get mad when I try to help them because they think I am trying to 'show off' and be better than them, yet when I leave them in the dust they complain that I don't help them enough ("He's not a team player").
Seriously tho. I am hitting the gym and training to become a GoGo-Dancer/bartender so I can work with adults and not little babies.
I will share pics when I reach my goal tho.