[K E L Y]

@rebirth....

i would really like to stop

[K E L Y]

Jossy, has admitted she started drinking alcohol at the tender age of 13. And it's not the only vice she's come clean about. 'I'm not perfect,' she says. 'Sometimes I smoke and drink. I've been drinking beer since I was 13. 'I'm not a really bad girl. I have a beer, roll a *** and have the occasional spliff. But I'm a girl gathering experiences.' Along with teenage experimentation, the 19-year-old drinker & all-time smoker also admits to worrying about the way she looks. 'I'm not a model. I'm an insecure woman,' she tells Sunday magazine. 'I'm too fat and pale. I have spots on my face, dark circles around my eyes and I get eczema.' Oh well, hopefully the £5m you've earned will go a little way to making you feel better, Joss.

[Angelo]

she is a plastic

[K E L Y]

People are surprised of me... and i think my image is getting so bad now...i wish i should'nt have told you guys that i smoke weed

i feel like, people think it's gross....like, im afraid that some may not like it...and i feel that they will think more and more things bad about me, saying im an addict,saying that im like this, im like that...

i'm scared, but i have to be strong! i'm always self consious (is the spelling correct), being a girl is not easy (just what i've said in the haylie picture thread)....you are always insecure and lacks self confident and keep thinking you are "fat"!!! it's just horrible...and i think i will really get more thin, if i do smoke, drugs and pills (i don't think slim pills is bad)....i don't want to be anorexic and bulimic, it's more gross

I know you guys think im so horrible this time

When im depressed all im looking for is vodka, or beer...i always look for cigarettes if i have too. I'm always longing to party, and go to night clubs. I'm not a mean person but i don't why is this happening to me...I wish i cant stop all of my kinda of like, addiction, but it's not an addiction for me. Cause im no addicted to it...I just hope that people wouldn't be mad and underestimate me...I'm still growing up, even though i'm already a grown up. I think i need time for my self

thank you guys for listening

Love you all till pieces

with love,
Kely :heart: Eddie <333

[Angelo]

^ is this a press release??

gosh you answer like a celebrity

you are a celebrity to me

#gets his camera and takes a pic of kelly while crying

[K E L Y]

^WTF... you made me laught....

how does that happen to be a press release?

[K E L Y]

it's just that...this is really personal for me

i want to share the real me, out of the box

[toxnick]

Thats good... I mean for the confession.
Thats actually OK, I mean if you smoke weed, then fine, its you.
If they dont like for who you are, then why change yourself for somebody else.
Maybe you should more into "nice" girl, for now on, in meaning not fake.
Cheer up!

^OK, somebody call me fake. Then, if they take me as it is, then fine with me.

[Angelo]

^ i'm just concerned that it will damage her health

[Angelo]

@konvicted: while reading your confession i just imagining you with oprah exclusive interview hahahahahaha

i dunno why hahahaa

[yankee04]

^ lol at oprah exclusive interview. I'm gonna keep my comments to myself though

[Angelo]

^ hahahahah

[Wenurgune]

Awwww Kely don't worry. We aren't mad or depressed.

We are just actually shocked. A girl like you doesn't do that kind of stuff :-\. But don't worry. We still love you. Everyone at my work does drugs and drinks and stuff like that. And I have 'feelings' for this boy who does pot, drinks and probably has sex with lots of girls. He is straight but I have feelings for him. I love him. But the drugs/drinks etc. doesn't mean he is a different person.

I hate their actions, but that doesn't mean their personality is based on what they do. I'm sure you are a great girl to hang out with Kely. You like to have fun. We are all young and we do stupid stuff. Don't worry Kely. You will eventually stop doing the stuff you do (I hope) and realize that you were just stupid and dumb with your actions.

I know how this works. We all grow up not perfect. Then (if you are straight :-\) we have kids eventually. YOUR (our) kids do the same stuff YOU did and you try to be a perfect parent and tell them how YOU did that stuff and you try to make their lifes not like yours. It's hard to explain but yeah. You basically don't want your kids doing the stuff you did growing up so you try to be this perfect parent. I know how this works.

My mom and dad did stupid stuff when they were young and they lecture us all the time with the stuff 'they' did and what we do now. Luckily I learned a lot about life and I don't do that stuff.

But I'm not perfect? Like I took nude/shirtless pictures of myself and put them on the internet for people to see. My parents lectured me about that and that was stupid of me. And yet...I'm still doing it. (dlist.com). No ones perfect but we'll eventually learn from our mistakes and try to keep our children from taking the same path we followed when we were young.

I hope this makes sense Kely. I love you to death. Just becuase you do weed doesn't mean I don't love you. What counts is who you are on the inside. You are a sweet girl who likes to have fun and is soooooo nice to people. Keep that Kely. That's my word for the day

Kevin.

[Wenurgune]

*Blushes at the 'typical' posts Kevin does when he has something to say*

[Angelo]

uhm kevin your so tall I can't took a paparazzi photo of kelly haahahahaha

joking

[Fireman25]

Kely i'm not mad at you for doing that stuff. You'll get through this

[Eddie]

Kely :[. we still ♥ u

[Shane!]

speak for yourself eddie...



i don't know if I could...




EVERZ LYKZ NOTZ LYKZ UZ KELYZ NOMATTAZ WUTZ!

[Eddie]

LMFAO. ^

[Nirvaηa]

Come on Kely don't fall in depression for this. You should be strong, and nobody is perfect, people make mistakes, and ignore bad comments of the people, They aren't god for judge you, I understand you is ok, a lot of people make worst things. I support you.