I'm not sure if this is the right place for this, since it's about crushes and this has progressed passed a crush but it's not exactly like a relationship either.
But it's a fun story.
So, it all started one day in lab. Our mentor asked if we had music requests, and I of course requested the flawless Queen of Everything Under The Sky, Beyoncé. So they put on Beyoncé pandora, and the Anthem of the Lort, Say My Name came on. So I'm just jamming out and everyone thought I was really hilarious (and a huge kween probably), but this one guy in particular kept looking/smiling at me throughout the class as I sung to every Beyoncé song. I didn't think anything of it, lots of straight guys find my Beyoncé passion amusing, and he seemed like 100% straight.
Anyways, the next day I'm walking into my dorm, and he's talking to a friend my the entrance and he's like "Hey Jacob" and I'm thinking "Omg the cute straight guy is talking to me" but I didn't remember his name so I awkward turtled around but asked his name eventually and just went inside. I didn't think anything of it really, and he added me on FB later that night and I creeped but he didn't set off any rainbow flags so I just kinda went about silently admiring him in lab and whatnot.
WELL a week later I'm trying to study for a Bio exam and he starts messaging me on Facebook. At first it seemed friendly and conversational, but after like 3 hours it was 2 AM and he was still messaging me and I was having a microstruggle figuring this out since a straight guy has never messaged me out of the blue on Facebook for 3 hours. So eventually he gave me his number and said we should hang out.
So I was suspicious now and we walked to lab together the next day and we started texting all flirty and cutesy and at one point he suggested we should have a sleepover and play Pokemon and watch horror movies :RIP: So a few days later we ended up kissing in my dorm room and a few days after that we jerked each other off.
WELL THEN, he randomly stopped being affectionate and said we should just be friends (I have a large theory about this that involves his ex-boyfriend) and I was totes heartbroken.
But then three days later when we were studying he started being all affectionate and we ended up making out in the stairwell and he like whispered in my ear "I want to **** you so badly" and I was like "Omg."
So then a few days later we watched Frozen in my room and after "For the First Time in Forever" we ended up making out and I lost my bottom virginity to him
Then Spring Break happened and we texted occasionally and we are cool now but I don't know what we are. FWB? I don't know, but I like him a looooooooot. I just want him to love me *cue Why Don't You Love Me*
Oh and to top things off, I ended up meeting this guy who literally had the SAME confusing experience with my crush/FWB/lover and they don't talk anymore. And this new guy is really sweet and pays attention to me and returns my text, unlike FWB guy, and he is TOTALLY flirting with me, and he's cute, but I'm still so into FWB guy.
I AM STRUGGLEBUSSING SO HARD
wtf
. So she told me that on friday he was really upset about not having tickets to Lana when she told him that I snagged two tickets with no one to go with. His response was that he wants to get to know me and he would really love to go see her with me 
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