Look at all the grammar errors
But I re-read it again. Some of it might confused you
. And actually it is 2006, not 2005 when I last hung out with Matt. Anyways...if you want to know more. I'll explain.
But thinking about it...I'm doing the same **** to a girl at work. Well let me start another fit:
Briana is this girl at work. She really likes me. She's been telling all the other girls at work about her crush on me. I guess this went on a long time while she worked with me. Then she had to quit and go to College up north. But first, before she did that, we hung out twice. We saw a movie and had dinner the first "date"
Then the second "date" we hung out at her house and went to the grocery store. Then she started getting all mushy and lovely dovey with me. She started talking mad crazy and I was just like can I go home now? But I didn't want to be rude. So I just rolled my eyes waiting for her to say, goodnight ttyl. But it never did happen. Then she whipped out her personal diary. Seriously....why? And she showed me like 5 or 6 pages about how she blogged to God how I'm her future husband, we are going to live together happily ever after, have kids and be a happy married couple. I was the chosen one. I was reading this and I was like um no. That's pushing it. So I was really wanted to go home.
Then after that I started ignoring her and such. Eventually she came back on winter break to work at Arbys again and I just kept ignoring her requests to "hang" out.
Now that kind of counteracts what Matt is doing to me. BUT. There is a difference. I'm not obsessed with Matt. Well. Let me rephrase that. I didn't blog and write about how I love him etc. I pretty much just told him I wanted to be friends (period). Big difference. But still, it's kind of the same situation with me and Briana and now Matt and I.
Right? I can explain better if that made no sense
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And Brian? Remember him? Well after Briana did that journal about me, I was put in Brian's shoes for once. I did blog about how I loved Brian and I liked him. I put it up on Myspace and probably in a blog. I finally realized from my Briana's point of view of what I did to Brian. It affected me emotionally in my heart and I felt bad with what I did with Brian. I finally realized what I did.
But guess what!? Me and Brian are finally on good terms again. He did send me a hateful email, remember? But after I quit "staring" at him all the time at work, we eventually moved on. Now we are cool again. He talks to me like normal.
I don't even really do that **** with Brian anymore. I just don't feel that way with him anymore. I just wanted a friend from him anyways. I think it was Kyle that made him like me again as a friend. Kyle likes me as a friend and Kyle is like BFF with Brian. They hang out with each other 24/7 and I think Kyle told him about my situation (I think?) and told him I meant no harm. I just wanted a friend. But anyways, time to move on right?
That's enough for now...I think.
mines took like a year and a half to die. if its actually 2 hours i think you should be fine for now. make a playlist so you dont skip tru songs,and take the EQ and blacklight off. i think they sell batterys that u plug into the usb spot on the ipod for like $30 so you should probelly get one of that if you dont have the $$$ to get the touch
