I deleted my Facebook. You can actually re-activate it, but it's deleted for now. I won't open it up again for a while. Not until I can get my life straigtened out. People tell me this and that and it's all true.
I need to stop being so emo and just get out there.
And I'm not going on Aim, Msn and Yahoo anymore. No one talks to me anymore. I signed on and off a million times last night and no one bothered really to say anything. Well some did, but not a lot.
I'm sorry fellow ATRL members. I'm a bad poster. I'm going to try to stop posting on this site. Less and less. Keep it in my blogs.
Everyone probably thinks bad of me on this site. They make me out to be this bad person. That is my fault. I will try....
I don't consider you a bad person. Well here is the good news, as long as Evan is a member of the site, you can never be considered the worst member to anyone.
Jeez...Sometimes I think Joe should consider getting a therapist for this site over a new server or whatever else....'~".... or just collect some home addresses and ship out some Zoloft to ppl.
You're not a bad person. (If anything close, creepy at small times...but who eventually is not?) You just need to find a restructured social life that doesn't have a tremendous internet focus. (How about joining a local amateur sports/rec team? Or taking part in some club?) And if you want, you could probably have whatever Britney Spears is having done right now. : p Maybe with the $$$, they could wheel your hospital bed right next door to her room. You guys could watch Wheel of Fortune and eat Hospital Jello together!
What you are doing, right now, at this moment is EMO. You are like a whiny lil' baby who can't be happy. Stop being so dramatic, just stop! No offense. =)
Maybe no one was paying attention or they did not realize you were asking for some attention? Sometimes people sign off/on repeatedly just to be stupid or have some dumb thing with a friend... some do it to annoy people. Either way, there are many reasons as to why no one probably bothered to say anything. However, I do think it is more healthy if you are not so attached to people that you feel depressed if they do not talk to you.
oh lord do you have more IM accounts
ur a fun person 
<3 
