He is always calling me on my phone crying and begging me to go back to him, I hate this, I hate hurting people whom I really care about, people always wondered why I wouldn't break up with him even after all the cheating and knowing I was tired of being in a relationship, it's just that altho I don't truly love him he is still one of the most important person in my life and seeing him like this kills me, I cry every time I see him cry, it's so weird, love is trash