Nope, I can honestly say I never thought or felt that. I guess it just depends on your environment, I dont know how to explain it but I really love being gay

. If I wasn't I don't think I would be the same person I am now and wouldn't have the same friends.
It's not easy to explain, I know some people say "being gay" isn't who they are, and that is true, but "being gay" has really shaped the man I've become...and I wouldn't wish or trade
that for anything in the world.
Would life be easier? Sure! But at the end of the day, life ain't easy anyway and I'm always up for a good fight!!