He hits on me at parties when no one's around, then as soon as someone comes around he'll be like "omg Jonny, why are you coming onto me, I'm not gay" all joke-y like as if it was me. I remember the last party we were at, I was walking to get something out my car and walked passed him pissing and he was like "oh yeah, Jonny wanna suck this big white dick" - he never passes up an opportunity to mention his "big white dick" to me ¬_¬. There was someone near but I'm not sure he heard.
Thing is, the minute I play along, he will push me away and turn it on me. Plus a few weeks ago I was browsing his FB and saw it said he likes "men and women" - he's not the kind to joke with things like this - so I put (these are the actual messages)
Me - "Interested in Men and women"......*coughs...no comment*"
Him - "Lool! Why you stlking my profile! Check tht again!"
*He has changed it to just "interesting in Men" - MUCH to my surprise, I was expecting him to put "women" and then say someone hacked him or something*
Me - "Lmao *actually checks*............ O________________O"
Then I BBM-ed him, jokingly like, "how's life as a homosexual?"...just teasing and all...after a few days he did change it back to "women".....
THEN, I stupidly put something in my personal messahge on BBM (BlackBerry Messenger) like....."I hope you know how I feel....SV" (SV - his initials) and I think he saw it so he blocked me (without ability to re-add him) and hasn't talked to me since. We're still "friends" on facebook.
*Story is coming to a close now*....so we both commented on a status a week or two ago and I was like "oh hello Sam" and he was like "Not talking to you." So I messaged him and tried to find out why and he wouldn't reply - my friend later told me that he (the guy) had told him he had blocked me on BBM because I had said I've fancied him or something (most probably the personal message under my BBM name).
So anyway, last night I thought I'd text him and see if he had cooled down or whatever. I text him "Hey". A few minutes later my phone rings and he says "Hello, who's this" (he s obviously out because I could hear a crowd talking in the background) and I say "It's Jonny" and then he said something like "Oh my days" and hung up instantly. I couldn't believe it. I was devastated. He was supposed to be a mate.
The last bit is so ****ed up, literally midnight this morning, I drove all the way to his housse (bout 20-25 min drive) and just parked near it and just sat in my car playing "Video Games". I felt so numb. Then, to my surprise about 30 mins later, car pulls up and he pops out. He didn't notice me or my car - thank god - that wasn't my intention, if he had, well then, I would have looked like a stalker. I'm just, I dno. I don't know how to feel really.
It's not just the usual, straight guy crush, because I know there's something there but I don't try and kid myself to believing anythings going to happen, I just miss him as a friend and am really hurt (I never get hurt) that he could treat me like that.
Here's a pic of us at a party quite a few months ago. I had JUST got the party - was a few hours late because of a drama trip - and before I even had time to grab myself a drink he threw his arms around me and wouldn't let go O____O. I miss times like this. It's like he's forgotten, like he doesn't want to know me at all.
Plus, at the party, to get up to it, you had to walk up these killer, broken, mash up stairs outside...he made me walk down with him down these stairs...only to reveal to me that he wanted a piss ¬_¬. So I had to stand there and wait for him to finishing pissing, then he had the nerve to pull out the whole "oh why you trying to look at my dick" thing. A mess. Bitch you brought me down here and you want to try and make it out....ANYWAY....here's the pic LOL.
I look so fat in this - and I'm not- but the way he hugged me made my top bunch up at the bottom ¬_¬
I can still feel the hug right now
Their baby is posted on both of their profile pics. That sucks... 
Congrats to them, tho.
He failed at trying to be straight too, he hasn't had one girl yet 
who's gonna check me.
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