I feel apathetic today, I'm feeling needy, all my friends are starting to date or flirting with someone that will most likely have relationships with while I'm only flirting with a guy that only wants sex, and I want more than that, I've always felt like love is overrated and never gave 2 ***** about it but I'm feeling something is missing and it might be it. Yesterday a friend of mine said to me 'You are such a hottie, I wonder why I've never seen you with a girlfriend', that moment I just felt like spitting all off, tell the truth, I don't think my friends would mind, they are pretty liberal but I'm such a ***** when it comes to that, I wish I wasn't such a coward, that doesn't have nothing to do with the fact that I'm feeling needy but it sure helps in the sadness I feel today. I want so bad someone to hold me and caress me and I know i'm not the only one and many of you I'm sure feel like this as well but that's just hitting me. Meh, I'm feeling sad today.
Last Boy on Earth
I feel apathetic today, I'm feeling needy, all my friends are starting to date or flirting with someone that will most likely have relationships with while I'm only flirting with a guy that only wants sex, and I want more than that, I've always felt like love is overrated and never gave 2 ***** about it but I'm feeling something is missing and it might be it. Yesterday a friend of mine said to me 'You are such a hottie, I wonder why I've never seen you with a girlfriend', that moment I just felt like spitting all off, tell the truth, I don't think my friends would mind, they are pretty liberal but I'm such a ***** when it comes to that, I wish I wasn't such a coward, that doesn't have nothing to do with the fact that I'm feeling needy but it sure helps in the sadness I feel today. I want so bad someone to hold me and caress me and I know i'm not the only one and many of you I'm sure feel like this as well but that's just hitting me. Meh, I'm feeling sad today.
I know how u feel. I feel like this everyday. the guy u want is only in love with the sex and dosent care for anything else.. All i want is love but its soo hard to find it when u are not out or is too masculine for me to notice u.. I feel sad now iwant a man to love now
I feel apathetic today, I'm feeling needy, all my friends are starting to date or flirting with someone that will most likely have relationships with while I'm only flirting with a guy that only wants sex, and I want more than that, I've always felt like love is overrated and never gave 2 ***** about it but I'm feeling something is missing and it might be it. Yesterday a friend of mine said to me 'You are such a hottie, I wonder why I've never seen you with a girlfriend', that moment I just felt like spitting all off, tell the truth, I don't think my friends would mind, they are pretty liberal but I'm such a ***** when it comes to that, I wish I wasn't such a coward, that doesn't have nothing to do with the fact that I'm feeling needy but it sure helps in the sadness I feel today. I want so bad someone to hold me and caress me and I know i'm not the only one and many of you I'm sure feel like this as well but that's just hitting me. Meh, I'm feeling sad today.
Aw, boo, I thought you were out. Since you had a possible boyfriend and all.
You're not a coward just because you're not ready. Don't let yourself think that way. You'll know when it's time. Nobody can push you out of the closet, especially not your conscience.
What If we were to die tomorrow? I would love to experience my first relationship soon.
People act like a relationship is the ultimate life goal, which I think it is not. Relationships are a social construct IMO, we hear every day that in order to find happiness we must certainly be in a relationship with someone. Thats BS. There are many other ways to find happiness. And maybe then, if you stop being fixed on relationships, a true good one will actually come along like it often happens.
when i got done writing the story atrl had logged me out.
