Okay gurls.
It was the summer of '07 and I had turned 14 about a week or so and I had spent most of my time on the computer chatting to older men online . My mom didn't like the idea of me using the pc so much, so I made sure that any and every chat I had count

. There's this guy that stood out, but I don't remember his name (I do remember his old name and his old screename and that he told me he was 21, but I think he has long deleted it) but he had constantly made efforts to make me feel special and constantly told me how I should meed up with him so that he could 'show me what it feels like to be with a real man' I would obviously tease him, but I never thought I would meet him because I considered myself a bit of a ***** when it would come to meeting new people. He would constantly send me pictures of his dick and how he'd love to **** me and that I was "boyfriend material" and all that ******** and I ate that **** up.
Then, during mid-July, I don't know what went over me, but I finally decided to tell him that I would meet up. I ended up taking the 1 train all the way to 96th street and I had take a bus to the east side and found myself in front of some random building . At first, this old man was standing there and looking at me like he wanted to **** me and I thought that I was trickd, but the guy ended up calling me and told me to go upstairs. Here comes the juicy part

. Sorta.
Anyways, he takes me to his room and he just throws me on the bed and turns off the tv. We start watching the Logo Channel and then he moves his hand and slowly starts to rub my leg. I obviously get hard right away and he takes his hands (which were quite huge) and slowly makes me start to caress his growing ***** . It felt kind of weird, but I decided to let him take control 'cause I didn't really know what to do. In a millisecond, he takes off his pants and he started strocking his **** and then he grabbed my head with his free hand. Of course, I automatically start sucking it all the way and I even go out of my way to deepthroat, because I expected that's what he would want , but I kept gagging 'cause it tasted like soap . He started moaning and constantly telling me yeah, 'till he whipped out his dick and started slapping me with it. The whole time it kept hitting my face, I just looked out the window because there was a nice view and 'cause I didnt understand the point of him doing that. Next thing you know, he turns me over and he slowly starts to push his dick inside of me. I honestly didn't scream or moan, it just hurt like a bitch and I just kept letting him take charge 'till I realized I was standing up and he was still sticking his **** in me .
After a while, I guess he got tired of sticking it in and slapping my butt and he ultimately ending up ******* all over the condom and his moan still haunts me >,< . I ended up bleeding from my butt and he had wiped off the blood with baby wipes and I quickly dressed myself and told him I had to go . As I was about to head out, I heard the door open and I realized it was his mom and I made him walk me out of the door and cover me so that his mom wouldn't see me ;/ .After that, I ran to my aunts house, took a shower and ran home and I never heard from the guy again .. Until about a week later when he asked me if I would let him **** me again .
And that was my first time . Nothing special .