[BTrisc]

Aw I'm sorry Eli. I hate nights when you just can't get sleep even if you try. How are you doing now that the day is halfway through? Other than the neck cracking lol.

[Golden]

Originally posted by Da beezness!

Exams starting in 2 days. It's one of the most defying moment of my life, it's basically a contest, only the strongest survive and the cut is harcore! Pray for you good Sis Da Beezness!

You better have studied every day for 4 hours.
Make your son proud.

[EarlyMorning]

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

Today was such a piece of ****.

NOTHING bad happened. But I knew it wouldn't be good when I went to bed at 3AM and slept less than 4 hours. Since I didn't take my night pill (it counteracts the side effects of Adderall, but it makes me too drowsy on less than 4 hours of sleep), my Adderall made me feel like I had to constantly crack my neck today which I haven't felt in months. So that contributed to a massive welling of self-conscience and insecurity. I felt like an awkward, withdrawn, neck-cracking, sunken-eyed, sneezing, plaid-shirted mess.

But talking about it makes me feel better It's such a stupid Tina Fey kind of a day. I'll work out and take a bath in a few hours, which will hopefully reinvigorate me.

Your day sucked ass. So did mine to an extent. I fell asleep at 2 but I took a nap earlier yesterday so I thought it would be okay.When I got into class it felt like they exchanged the light bulbs for sunlight my eyes were burning like hell which didn't help me when I was trying to read. Then, while I was walking home I tripped over something and hurt my ****ing ankle. Now I'm in slight pain and kinda sluggish. I've heard of A

Have fun taking your bath and working out.

[Drais.]

Originally posted by Skeleton Boy

Americans seem to have such a blasé attitude to taking pills.

Only sleeping pills & sinus pills.

[TheMusicProphet]

This song makes me get all sad.

A hug for you, Eli.

I hope you feel better. I could never stay up that late even if I wanted to.

[Knix]

Originally posted by Da beezness!

Exams starting in 2 days. It's one of the most defying moment of my life, it's basically a contest, only the strongest survive and the cut is harcore! Pray for you good Sis Da Beezness!

May Beyonce Be With You Sis

[eli's_rhythm]

Originally posted by Hi.Def

You need to take a hot bath, drink some milk, and go to sleep.

I would if I didn't have an appointment in less than 30 min and homework to do

Originally posted by AlabasterFierce

Today has been mighty ******
But I'm willing to try and make the best of it

Hope you do the same eli
And here's to the rest of the week being better than today

And what happened to you? Now is the time for sympathy points.

Originally posted by Skeleton Boy

Americans seem to have such a blasé attitude to taking pills.

I can't deny that, but it's not something I got myself into. My parents had me psychoanalyzed since my (mediocre) school performance was so disconnected from my (excellent) standardized test scores. The doc wrote me up a prescription and it has really turned me around. Obviously, it's not the pill that has been doing the work, but it's what put me in a place to do it. It has made me feel like my true self.

[BTrisc]

Originally posted by Da beezness!

Exams starting in 2 days. It's one of the most defying moment of my life, it's basically a contest, only the strongest survive and the cut is harcore! Pray for you good Sis Da Beezness!

Haha good luck! It must suck to go on break and them come back to exams though. I'm sure you'll do well.

[KeirGrey]

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

No; when I go to bed at a healthy hour, my internal clock works perfectly and I wake up at the right time. The pill I take at night makes it so I don't feel like I have to crack my ****ing neck so much during the day.

I take it because I'm a) bad at giving teachers/classes my full attention and b) a natural procrastinator. It makes me much more focused and motivated. It also makes my neck feel sore but that's worth the improvement it has spurred in my life. If it weren't for Adderall I would still be overweight and getting C's. Happily, I had like a 7-day stretch where I didn't take it while in Mexico, and I still wanted to work out every day of the trip, so I don't need it for that anymore.

Ah ok, i didn't know what it did so i was just curious. I'am glad it has helped you do well in school

[eli's_rhythm]

Originally posted by BTrisc0392

Aw I'm sorry Eli. I hate nights when you just can't get sleep even if you try. How are you doing now that the day is halfway through? Other than the neck cracking lol.

But I chose to stay up until 3 Sometimes I can just get off the computer whenever, and other days I'm like an addict. That would be yesterday.

Originally posted by EarlyMorning

Your day sucked ass. So did mine to an extent. I fell asleep at 2 but I took a nap earlier yesterday so I thought it would be okay.When I got into class it felt like they exchanged the light bulbs for sunlight my eyes were burning like hell which didn't help me when I was trying to read. Then, while I was walking home I tripped over something and hurt my ****ing ankle. Now I'm in slight pain and kinda sluggish. I've heard of A

Have fun taking your bath and working out.

It's those damn post-vacation winter blues. The end of high school is so near and yet so far out of reach. And this was your first day back so it must've been that much shittier.

Thanks.

[KeirGrey]

i'am back in college tommrow, luckily i only have one lesson so i'am only in 9:00 - 10:30 am but i am not looking forward to getting up

[Knix]

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

And what happened to you? Now is the time for sympathy points.
.

My family shades me 24/7 and annoys the **** out of me.

But it's ok, that's why i pray to god beyonce will one day come to my home and adopt me, i can't take closed minded ignorant folk who are supposed to love me and constantly act mean and nasty to me I love my mom but sometimes it's just too much and i want to slap the **** out of my uncles and grandfather who constantly feel the need to visit HER and ignore me. and when they don't ignore me they're asking me dumb ignorant questions. And today i got into a little fight with my uncle (he's ****ing 32) and almost stomped the pavement with him.

[BTrisc]

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

But I chose to stay up until 3 Sometimes I can just get off the computer whenever, and other days I'm like an addict. That would be yesterday.
[/CENTER]

Haha I feel ya. I haven't gone to bed before 4 in a long time. Why'd you get only 4 hours of sleep then? Did you have to get up early?

[MP2K]

My mom has the weirdest ****ing boyfriend. He watches anime **** in the living room on his laptop and he thinks he's slick by wearing headphones but ***** when I walk in the room I can still hear it!!!!

[TheMusicProphet]

My favorite Ke$ha song.

[TheMusicProphet]

I was just thinking and I can't wait till I turn 21. I'm going to party hard and live my youth to the fullest. I can't wait to move to Seattle.

The gay scene over there is insane. I'm so excited. a couple more years and I'll be having the funnest years of my life.

[eli's_rhythm]

Originally posted by TheMusicProphet

This song makes me get all sad.

A hug for you, Eli.

I hope you feel better. I could never stay up that late even if I wanted to.

I love that song. Thank you.

I'm very jealous of you.

[Knix]

Originally posted by MP2K

My mom has the weirdest ****ing boyfriend. He watches anime **** in the living room on his laptop and he thinks he's slick by wearing headphones but ***** when I walk in the room I can still hear it!!!!

[Drais.]

Originally posted by MP2K

My mom has the weirdest ****ing boyfriend. He watches anime **** in the living room on his laptop and he thinks he's slick by wearing headphones but ***** when I walk in the room I can still hear it!!!!

****** slays ===============>

[ManDown]

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

Thanks Dale, how was your day? DID YOU TALK TO YOUR GUY?!

You're welcome. Mine was alright, thanks. Just very uneventful. And no, he wasn't there today! I drove all the way out there just to find out he wasn't working today. So I'm definitely going to do it tomorrow now. I'm so nervous!