Here's the thing, I love women and I've discovered that I can only love women. My dream is to find a young lover, have our fun early on, and then grow old and raise a family together. Nothing could 
ever take that away from me. I loved my last girlfriend, but all of that fell apart.
Where the curiosity comes in is that I'm an incredibly horny person. I watch **** and I masturbate at least once a day. I've seen anything and everything that is free. I know what I like, what I don't like, and what I'm curious about. I'm very kinky and open about my sexual pleasures. Just because I'm intrigued by some things doesn't mean I would ever have a relationship with a man, which is what anything less than straight connotes these days.
There you go, I hope I made myself clear. If not, I spilled to my fiance last night and he can support my feelings. 
