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Discussion: Archived: Random Thoughts (#1)
Member Since: 12/13/2009
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Happy New Year Ivan 
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Originally posted by ManDown
I know, sis. I'm already a mess, imagine how much crazier I would've been back then.  I'm sure he did, and if not, I'll never know. So I'm glad I did it THAT way, rather than taking him to a shelter or something. I can atleast be optimistic this way. |
That's a good way to leave things.
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Member Since: 12/13/2008
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Originally posted by ManDown
I haven't told very many people on here about this, but since I love/trust you RT gurls, I don't mind. I had a really bad mental breakdown in early 2009. It was a couple of months after that break-in I told you about. Alot of really bad **** happened around that time and it just became too much for me to handle. I just completely gave up on everything. I wouldn't leave the house for months, I quit talking to all of my friends/family, my entire personality changed (for the worse), and I just didn't want to live anymore. So I got really into cutting, and I tried to kill myself a few times. And then one day, my mom noticed something was wrong and asked me about it, so I told her pretty much everything, and I ended up in the emergency room for a day, and then a mental hospital for a week. They put me on an involuntary hold, basically what happened with Britney. I got out on April 21, 2009 and eventually got alot better. And then that whole arrest incident happened about a month later, so it was pretty messy.  Yes, basically one of my neighbors' kids called 911 because their mom spanked them or something, and my neighbor panicked and switched her address plate with mine, so when the police came I had no clue what was going on. Not to mention I was dead asleep. |
I'm so happy everything's okay now. 
 @ the police story.
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Member Since: 12/13/2009
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Thank you. Same to you.
Last night was so much fun. I danced till I dropped.
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Originally posted by Last Boy on Earth
sua tuerca
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Member Since: 10/18/2009
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Originally posted by ManDown
I don't know sis! Last night was a MESS, I was so drunk. Sis I started crying to Who's That Chick last night. And I'm sorry sis. I didn't have a hangover but I was so sore and tired. 
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crying to who's that chick?  deadddd gurl i cantt!
anyway sis i just read your story, and it is extremly inspiring. sis no matter how bad the situation gets, suicide will never be a solution to anything. i cant believe a clever young individual like ma sis MANDOWN would even considered of doing something this absurd. sis im glad you got through those dark day though :cries..... sis what doesnt kill you only make you stronger, and you are the perfect example of dat saying 
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Member Since: 10/18/2009
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Originally posted by TheMusicProphet
Thank you. Same to you.
Last night was so much fun. I danced till I dropped.
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i was dancing wit tears in ma eyes!
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So Mrs. Girl why is my monitor from time to time shivering black?
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Member Since: 5/23/2010
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Originally posted by ManDown
I haven't told very many people on here about this, but since I love/trust you RT gurls, I don't mind. I had a really bad mental breakdown in early 2009. It was a couple of months after that break-in I told you about. Alot of really bad **** happened around that time and it just became too much for me to handle. I just completely gave up on everything. I wouldn't leave the house for months, I quit talking to all of my friends/family, my entire personality changed (for the worse), and I just didn't want to live anymore. So I got really into cutting, and I tried to kill myself a few times. And then one day, my mom noticed something was wrong and asked me about it, so I told her pretty much everything, and I ended up in the emergency room for a day, and then a mental hospital for a week. They put me on an involuntary hold, basically what happened with Britney. I got out on April 21, 2009 and eventually got alot better. And then that whole arrest incident happened about a month later, so it was pretty messy. Yes, basically one of my neighbors' kids called 911 because their mom spanked them or something, and my neighbor panicked and switched her address plate with mine, so when the police came I had no clue what was going on. Not to mention I was dead asleep. |
My love for you just grew even more after this post. I truly respect people who can come from a bad place and make a better tomorrow. I'm glad you're in a much better place now. Because what you went through was horrible.
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Member Since: 12/13/2009
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Originally posted by What It Seems
Happy New Year Ivan
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Originally posted by Kh-Loud
i was dancing wit tears in ma eyes!
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I have the most amazing dance playlist, and me and all my friends danced all night. The party we had at our house, was so much fun.
Champagne was flying all across the rooms once midnight struck.
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Member Since: 5/23/2010
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Originally posted by TheMusicProphet
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Hey Poison Ivy. 
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Member Since: 2/15/2010
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Member Since: 2/15/2010
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Originally posted by TheMusicProphet
I have the most amazing dance playlist, and me and all my friends danced all night. The party we had at our house, was so much fun.
Champagne was flying all across the rooms once midnight struck.
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Me too. I was so drunk.
I donīt really like Champagne, Amaretto >.
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Member Since: 12/13/2009
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Originally posted by ManDown
I haven't told very many people on here about this, but since I love/trust you RT gurls, I don't mind. I had a really bad mental breakdown in early 2009. It was a couple of months after that break-in I told you about. Alot of really bad **** happened around that time and it just became too much for me to handle. I just completely gave up on everything. I wouldn't leave the house for months, I quit talking to all of my friends/family, my entire personality changed (for the worse), and I just didn't want to live anymore. So I got really into cutting, and I tried to kill myself a few times. And then one day, my mom noticed something was wrong and asked me about it, so I told her pretty much everything, and I ended up in the emergency room for a day, and then a mental hospital for a week. They put me on an involuntary hold, basically what happened with Britney. I got out on April 21, 2009 and eventually got alot better. And then that whole arrest incident happened about a month later, so it was pretty messy. Yes, basically one of my neighbors' kids called 911 because their mom spanked them or something, and my neighbor panicked and switched her address plate with mine, so when the police came I had no clue what was going on. Not to mention I was dead asleep. |
Wow, a ton of bad stuff happened to you. I deal with deep depressions here and there, and it's so tough sometimes. Especially, when you couldn't talk to anyone or because you didn't want to. You build a bubble and stay inside. I've had suicide thoughts in the past before, but I never went through with them. I'm glad though. I would never ever kill myself or even think about it now.
Remember, we're always here for you and will hold your hand all the way till the end of the tunnel. You have a friend in me.
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Originally posted by Dany_
LOL.
I just want to have a new avatar before 2011 ends. |
They played London Bridge yesterday, so It's stuck in my head. I'm thinking of getting a Fergie avatar.
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Originally posted by Chemist
Que?
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Member Since: 12/13/2009
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Originally posted by Golden
Me too. I was so drunk.
I donīt really like Champagne, Amaretto >. |
I didn't drink. I just opened the bottle and started squirting everywhere.
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Member Since: 2/15/2010
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Originally posted by TheMusicProphet
I didn't drink. I just opened the bottle and started squirting everywhere. |
Just like you do with your dick to xVideos every night.
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Member Since: 10/18/2009
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sis it took alot of guts for someone to come out and reminisce bout dis sort of story to his friends or family. this is the type of story that ppl wanna carry with them to their graves. sis i love ma sis MANDOWN even more after this
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