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Originally posted by eli's_rhythm
You had your first time. Spill.
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I've only done it with my ex, so perhaps it's just an issue of not enjoying the way that particular person does it, but I can't imagine myself enjoying it with anyone else either. Any time we did it I just couldn't get over how ridiculously painful is. Either I'm too tight or he's too big, or I'm just a wimp, but whatever it was it just wasn't working out. In any case I was so worked up and ridiculously nervous cause im pretty sure my body was ripping in half and grimacing and so not into it. I was hoping he'd realize and just call it a night, but he didn't and since I loved the guy I kind enough to suck it up and let him finish each time we did it. I've decided I'd much rather top, but each time I did it so it was just alright for me. Nothing to write home about. Sure, it felt good, but there are other was of stimulating that I think feel just as good. And furthermore, he was even more of a wimp than I am and would complain about how much it hurts (whereas I was uncomfortable but not overly vocal about it) so it sorta killed the mood.
dick and sex.