[Crank_It_Up]

Originally posted by khlovess

Rihanna delicated this song to u sis!

[vamp]

OKAY, can someone give me a summary of the last ten pages?

Thank you please. )

[£100]

Originally posted by keriihill

Hugging is GAY as hell. I mean damn I don't even hug any of my queer friends!

edit: don't feel terrible about it, you're not doing anything wrong.

Yeah, I'd say so. I'm not interested in my guy friends and don't really want to hug them (or have them hug me, for that matter)

[£100]

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

I realized that this song is absolutely PERFECT for Drais.

Wow - I actually hadn't heard this before...interesting...

[Crank_It_Up]

Originally posted by keriihill

Hugging is GAY as hell. I mean damn I don't even hug any of my queer friends!

edit: don't feel terrible about it, you're not doing anything wrong.

True but with him, I feel it's a joke because he confuses me way too much and laugh when he hug me. Like.....?

Thanks, I know but I can't help but to feel terrible.

[Drais.]

Originally posted by vamp

OKAY, can someone give me a summary of the last ten pages?

Thank you please. )

Sex talk, talk of my dilemma.

[Matty]

Originally posted by Hi.Ðefinitiøn

I already have a swat team surrounding her house.

take the SWAT team to Justin Biebers house so he has no chance with her

[Crank_It_Up]

Originally posted by Matty

take the SWAT team to Justin Biebers house so he has no chance with her

[The Knowledge]

Originally posted by Crank_It_Up

True but with him, I feel it's a joke because he confuses me way too much and laugh when he hug me. Like.....?

Thanks, I know but I can't help but to feel terrible.

Sis.. you CHOOSE to feel terrible. Just sayin'. You can stop those emotions. I had an experience where I drooled over a certain guy. We were friends good enough for me to make certain advances! But the problem was that he was so wishy-washy & never gave me what I wanted in return. I would feel demoted, embarrassed & rejected. It's like I was only there to fulfill HIS needs before my own. Be confident! Empower your thoughts! Yes we can!! And now I've learned that I am the one who controls how I FEEL; not him or ANYONE else! It's your choice.

[eli's_rhythm]

Originally posted by Crank_It_Up

But that's the point, I don't want to lose him.

It's the risk you have to take if you want to come out to him.

Otherwise you might end up being sort of like his sex slave. He plays with you when nobody's around and disassociates from you when people are. I know how that can be and I know it's better to just be yourself.

Originally posted by keriihill

Madge has a song for EVERYTHING. Praise!!

She's just a legend.

Originally posted by £100

Wow - I actually hadn't heard this before...interesting...

You haven't heard Ray of Light? I'll send you an emergency ****** PM this instant!

Drais, I implore you to watch that video! Or listen to the song, because the video is distracting.

[Drais.]

Originally posted by BTrisc0392

You have no idea what this means to me. You all have embraced this thread for what I wanted it to be. A place to discuss something and get help when needed. Not an RT 2.0, a place to be utterly serious. So, thank you.

[Drais.]

Originally posted by XoEarlyMorningoX

Like all the other people just go with the flow you don't know what can happen in 5 years even if you plan it out over and over again. If you're using it as a crutch to not fully commit. Then try to imagine a future not one planned just one that you're happy in. With a man or woman, because at the end of the day it's about your happiness and your life.

Aw, I missed this. Thx.

[Drais.]

Originally posted by khlovess

sis its time to come out. u know we're willing to listen and help you go through this tough time. sis it isn't easy going through it alone, and we are here to comfort you.

[vamp]

Originally posted by Hi.Ðefinitiøn

Sex talk, talk of my dilemma.

What's you dilemma, may I ask

[Drais.]

Originally posted by Matty

take the SWAT team to Justin Biebers house so he has no chance with her

Sounds like an epic idea. I'll consider it.

[Crank_It_Up]

Originally posted by keriihill

Sis.. you CHOOSE to feel terrible. Just sayin'. You can stop those emotions. I had an experience where I drooled over a certain guy. We were friends good enough for me to make certain advances! But the problem was that he was so wishy-washy & never gave me what I wanted in return. I would feel demoted, embarrassed & rejected. It's like I was only there to fulfill HIS needs before my own. Be confident! Empower your thoughts! Yes we can!! And now I've learned that I am the one who controls how I FEEL; not him or ANYONE else! It's your choice.

I understand what you mean.

[Drais.]

Originally posted by vamp

What's you dilemma, may I ask

Originally posted by Hi.Ðefinitiøn

*Sighs*

Alright, here goes. As Cookie stated earlier he isn't attracted to men and wants a family. I'm the exact same way except for lack of interest in men. I'm obviously attracted to men since I'm with one and have sex with one.

Now my problem is that I really want a family. I've always wanted a family. I'm bisexual, but I've always had a plan to eventually get married to a woman and have several kids. Years ago I had made this plan that I would never fall romantically for another man, I'd simply just use them for sexual purposes, and after several years of toying with them I'd eventually settle down with a woman and have kids.

My plans have backfired. Fast forward a few years later I met the guy I'm with now. I've been with him for over 2 years and I really love him. Now you see my problem. None of this was part of my plan. I didn't take this situation into equation. As far as marriage is concerned, ugh. I can obviously have still kids, but I want my own biological children. I don't want to adopt, and I don't want to give my sperm away to some random woman. I want to have kids with a woman I truly love and admire.

IDK what the **** to do.

Originally posted by Hi.Ðefinitiøn

This is the longest relationship I've ever been in. It'll be 3 years come a few months. What's strange is that a few months ago when he took me out to dinner he brought up marriage, although we both agreed that it would happen after we've both graduated college and have our careers. I still can't even believe I agreed to that. After that he got up and went to bathroom, and I started tearing up and ****. I don't even know why.

I definitely have ZERO intentions of breaking up with him, but I still want a ****ing family. Ugh.

[Matty]

Originally posted by Hi.Ðefinitiøn

Sounds like an epic idea. I'll consider it.

Yess! I say you consider it right now and lets get it done, the dude has supposedly kissed multiple girls already and probably has had action already, so lets just get it done and over with it

[Crank_It_Up]

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

It's the risk you have to take if you want to come out to him.

Otherwise you might end up being sort of like his sex slave. He plays with you when nobody's around and disassociates from you when people are. I know how that can be and I know it's better to just be yourself.

I wouldn't come out to him like soon...I would, eventually. I probably would hint at it because I don't really want to say it.
But the point is that if I end up being a sex slave, I would come out and make him cut the ******** and be real with me.

[Drais.]

Originally posted by Matty

Yess! I say you consider it right now and lets get it done, the dude has supposedly kissed multiple girls already and probably has had action already, so lets just get it done and over with it

But then again, if it'll make you and Selena suffer if you ever tell anyone about this side of me outside of this thread I may have to let the little lesbian man do it.