[eli's_rhythm]

Originally posted by keriihill

But you want that big sizzling chorizo don't you!! Love it & live it!! Your guy seems like a real hottie...

[Crank_It_Up]

Originally posted by khlovess

deadddddddd OMG dis is soo hard to analyse becausse even you couldn't tell whether the feeling you have for him is lust or love. sis i used to have the biggest crush for this guy. i thought i love him, but it was just an attraction because i quickly forgot about him over the summer break.

I couldn't stop thinking about his last summer. I didn't get to see him until like the last week of August. He smiled so big and said "Finally"

But I couldn't hug him because I was in crutches (ACL surgery)
But you gurls defff know I was SO HAPPY to see him.

[£100]

Originally posted by Hi.Ðefinitiøn

*Sighs*

Alright, here goes. As Cookie stated earlier he isn't attracted to men and wants a family. I'm the exact same way except for lack of interest in men. I'm obviously attracted to men since I'm with one and have sex with one.

Now my problem is that I really want a family. I've always wanted a family. I'm bisexual, but I've always had a plan to eventually get married to a woman and have several kids. Years ago I had made this plan that I would never fall romantically for another man, I'd simply just use them for sexual purposes, and after several years of toying with them I'd eventually settle down with a woman and have kids.

My plans have backfired. Fast forward a few years later I met the guy I'm with now. I've been with him for over 2 years and I really love him. Now you see my problem. None of this was part of my plan. I didn't take this situation into equation. As far as marriage is concerned, ugh. I can obviously have still kids, but I want my own biological children. I don't want to adopt, and I don't want to give my sperm away to some random woman. I want to have kids with a woman I truly love and admire.

IDK what the **** to do.

00ps that's what I had been planning to do.

I guess I'll stay away from the dating men game then. Tbh though I have an extremely narrow taste in people, so chances of getting in a serious relationship in the next couple of years with anyone - let alone a guy - are slim.

[Kh-Loud]

Originally posted by deemy

The Celery or the Carrot?

Originally posted by MrCookiepants

i luv Squash better

[Matty]

Originally posted by Crank_It_Up

For Matty:

How long have you guys known each other or been acquainted with each other? Since early grade school years?

[EarlyMorning]

Originally posted by BEYONCESGiirl

All this baby talk makes me wanna cry.

I know babies are so adorable.

Originally posted by khlovess

i think the discussion has fallen into the CATEGORY of relationship instead of sex...................

People have sex in relationships.

[Drais.]

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

ashu was very sage when he said that's just how you feel today. It might be MEANINGLESS to you five years from now. Just don't focus on it now--see where the relationship takes you!

And yet, it's still not that easy. You can't just let go of something like wanting to settle with a woman and have kids. But I don't think it's something you can't handle. You'll probably stay with your guy and you'll be happy.

You're right. Looking at my life as it is now there's a good bit of gloominess, but there's more happy days than sad ones.

I'll eventually come to terms with it.

Originally posted by deemy

And you have no idea how relatable your situation is. i shed a tear.

Originally posted by BTrisc0392

I know I'm not helping much myself, but I'm always willing to help when you need it.

Originally posted by Matty

We gotcha back Drais

Originally posted by keriihill

ATRL is a magical experience

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

You're not out But that definitely complicates things. I'm jealous of you and still concerned for you.

You're soooo lovely.

You are too! Jesus it's getting to be too sweet in here.

It's unreal. I can actually talk to you guys about things in my life I'd have to keep bottled up whenever I had to go out into reality and deal with real life.

So many times in the past I've always said this is just the internet and nothing really matters, but it actually does. Having a crazy, dysfunctional, but sweet online family is really nice.

Look at me saying emotional gushy stupid stuff.

[eli's_rhythm]

Originally posted by khlovess

sis its time to come out. u know we're willing to listen and help you go through this tough time. sis it isn't easy going through it alone, and we are here to comfort you.

[MrCookiepants]

Originally posted by khlovess

i luv Squash better

[Crank_It_Up]

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

You're not out But that definitely complicates things. I'm jealous of you and still concerned for you

Yeah, I know. I'm just too afraid for what could happen if I do this and that. So I don't really want to come out just yet. I mean, what if all of it was a scam and he didn't really like me? If he just wanted to have fun? I would be HURT.

Concerned? Like what?

[The Knowledge]

Originally posted by khlovess

i luv Squash better

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

[eli's_rhythm]

Originally posted by £100

00ps that's what I had been planning to do.

I guess I'll stay away from the dating men game then. Tbh though I have an extremely narrow taste in people, so chances of getting in a serious relationship in the next couple of years with anyone - let alone a guy - are slim.

****, I already bought the ring and everything!

[Crank_It_Up]

Originally posted by keriihill

But you want that big sizzling chorizo don't you!! Love it & live it!! Your guy seems like a real hottie...

Yeah he is.

[Drais.]

Originally posted by £100

00ps that's what I had been planning to do.

I guess I'll stay away from the dating men game then. Tbh though I have an extremely narrow taste in people, so chances of getting in a serious relationship in the next couple of years with anyone - let alone a guy - are slim.

Wow, I never expected YOU out of all people to have similar problem. I'm shocked.

When narrow do you in a superficial sense, or in a way that way have so many rules and standards that it doesn't seem possible to even consider a relationship, or is it something you're purposely doing because you don't wanna fall in love?

[EarlyMorning]

Originally posted by khlovess

i luv Squash better

How about this ?

[Crank_It_Up]

Originally posted by deemy

Im not. Hes your man. remember when your having sex be sure to scream out thank you deemy.

I'm sure I won't even think about screaming that if I'm having sex with him!

[£100]

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

****, I already bought the ring and everything!

Nah it's ok you're in the interval of convergence

[Kh-Loud]

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

the majority of ATRL straight boys need our help sis! we cant just stand n lurk!

[eli's_rhythm]

Originally posted by khlovess

i luv Squash better

You like chodes?

[Crank_It_Up]

Originally posted by Matty

How long have you guys known each other or been acquainted with each other? Since early grade school years?

Pre-school.